lalala

2010-02-12T22:55:00.002+08:00

AND MY JAEBOEM. YES I WONT FORGET YOU MY DEAR.
:D

A MILLION THANKS TO JIEJIE!
its the coolest present ever. i swear it is.
i love it like FREAKING HELL!
i love love love it!

okay now, im back from the SHITTY camp.
i hate that camp. the trainers there are super unprofessional. they cant even have proper cheer at all!
CAMPSUCKSCAMPSUCKSCAMPSUCKSCAMPSUCKSCAMPSUCKS.
THE TENTSUCKSTENTSUCKSTENTSUCKSTENTSUCKS.
FOODSUCKSFOODSUCKSFOODSUCKSFOODSUCKSFOODSUCKS.
MOSQUITOESSUCKSMOSQUITOESSUCKSMOSQUITOESSUCKS.
MILOMILOMILOMILOMILO.
its just wasting 3 days of my life, energy and blood.

so many happy stuffs happened today!

idk if its true but khun replied me on his"me2day"
i typed hello:D
and he replied,
hi hottest~ thanks! kekeke~
and i replied him again! and lets just see if this khun is real or fake.
i can guess that its fake. so.. yeah! its stil freaking HELL LORD. AMEN.

my valentines cum birthday present:D
kiss me mug !! (:
i simply love it!and everything's back to their own shape. im glad. real glad.
AND I SHOULD GET IPHONE INSTEAD:(
HAIS. sad to say, there's a iphone skin free for shipping. :(
ahhhh! gosh!

the blue lips :D:D:D:D:D:D:D
and of course my wonderful ONEDAY PERFORMANCE @ MB.
jay, im waiting for you alright, all you need is courage:D
loveyou!
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! MERRY CHRISTMAS! HAPPY NEW YEAR! ALLELUIA!

2010-02-07T22:51:00.005+08:00

MY MAN WILL BE BACK. YES HE WILL.
i shall start my Boycotting here. Since i wont be using the net for freaking 2 NIGHTS.
campsuckscampsuckscampsuckscampsuckscampsuckscampsucks.

i shall shut and post.
JAY PARK JAEBOEM IS THE MAN THAT I WANT . AND I WANT HIM BACK.

nights.

2010-01-30T23:32:00.007+08:00

Hey guys, yup im gonna blog more often now.:D
alright now, lets start off with friday,
went for choir, but dar didnt,:D had sec 1 orientation (which i think was like freaking MESSY.)
after that, we had audition, and with god's bless, i passed.
but not a leader though(: and that's what i always wanted.:D

took some pictures outside the music room while waiting,
we requested some emo pics from them, everyone was doing fine except for julien
and lastly, thanks Donovan for the STITICH (teeth toy/eye mask!) I TOTALLY LOVE IT.
AND MY PEARPEAR FOR THE PERFUME. I LOVE YOU MY DEAR.

Drank lots of them.
Some one day love.
Can you see anything similar? ( my khun:D)

All for 7, 7 for all.(CONTENT IS CRAP)
:D
there will a silent protest( or rather a protest) outside JYPE tomorrow.
to show them that we, HOTTEST (Nationwide), do exsits. hard to say about it but, i still believe that jay would come back and i seriously thinks that JYP is just up to something weird.
And, khun's WGM, i wonder if it is true,
im actually quite excited for it.
but then, yeah, i guess ALL WOMEN IN THE UNIVERSE WILL DIE.

F(x)'s victoria?
2NE1's Dara?
or
kara's Nicole?
Kara's EunJung?

for me, i think nicole or dara would be great.
but most likely i go for nicole, cause i cant wait ( if it is true) that they could speak english and tease each otherㅋㅋㅋ!

My beastly bunnies:D

예...지금은 2PM을 만나고십어요!
TO JYP:
Don't play with FIRE if you don't want to get BURN, GORILLA!

2010-01-28T23:52:00.005+08:00

THANKS EVERYONE!♥ FOR MAKING MY BIRTHDAY A MEMORABLE ONE.:D
too many people to thank.
Firstly, i wanna thank samuel who bought the cake and the PSLs who celebrated my bday during recess.
Secondly, I wanna thank 1charity who bought the cake and the rests who celebrated my bday
when school ends.
Thirdly, Of course, my ♥s! thanks for the cake @ ajisen!
Fouthly, my daddy! who bought the cake after dinner!

And not to forget those wishes/hugs you all gave!:D
and lastly, the presents,1 charity, Kaiyiong,Brian, Eehong and many more

BUT! lastly, THANK YOU MUMMY! (godmother) for the red packet and the GUESS pouch! together with charlene!:D thank you!
i love it.

last but not least.
.
.
.
.
.
.Trust me, NEVER EVER GO TO "AH YEE SEAFOOD"
some bad experiences there so my dad brought as to paramount!
its 100 times better than ah yee. like seriously.

WHAT MAKES MY BROTHER GO GAGA OVER? CAN YOU SEE HIS FREAKING EXCITED EXPRESSION??
yeah this abalone. that cost $48 each.

And he INSISTS on eating it with a chopstick. GOD.
Thank you daddy and mummy! but i'm still gonna get my present. IDC!

Lastly thank ♥s!

[OFFICIAL] im back.

2010-01-24T23:13:00.013+08:00

Yes, im back. OFFICIALLY. Im too lazy to post, but i guess im gonna keep this blog alive again since i've such a nice blog down here. i guess its a place for me to SPAM GIFs.

Boycotting will be the next trend,♥

JAY PARK IS MY MAN. I WANT MY MAN BACK!

(warning:Content is practically crap/rubbish. for those who doesnt like my man.)

updated @ 12:49am ,26 january 2010.

Okay now, its freaking frustrating to see all the facts coming up, but

the boycotting starts officially.

NOW.

to the fello people outthere,

yes this is what we have to do.

the only thing we , HOTTEST. can do.

and i believe that it will work cause i have the faith in Jay.

inside news:

okay this is what i heard from my korean class friend,

she said that jay would return much earlier than expected. but i cant confirm if it is real or not.

but conclusion is,

we shall start boycotting officially.

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PLEASE UNFOLLOW ALL RELATED TO JYPE/JYP( including 2PM,2AM,WG) ON YOUTUBE,TWITTER AND WHATEVER SHIT.

let the international HOTTEST UNITE.

1.Because you are 2PM’s Leadja
2. Because you are 2PM’s heart
3. Because you’re a muscle man but has smiling eyes like an angel
4. Because you are guy that takes good care of himself
5. Because you have abs that are more awesome than Usher’s
6. Because you made your abs from Choco-chex
7. Because on stage you have a pose that no one can imitate
8. Because on unlike being on stage, you lose your mind easily
9. Because you are an acrobatic person
10. Because you are an emoticon person
11. Because you match clothes colors
12. Because you are a guy that matches to the color pink the best in the whole world
13. Because you are a respectful guy
14. Because any hairstyle matches you
15. Because even a suit matches you very well
16. Because the way you make double eye-lids is of great charm
17. Because you act like a kid around mango
18. Because you are an idol that goes around saying you like nipples
19. Because on shows you ruin yourself without hesitation
20. Because you do Rated-R shows well
21. Because while the other members watch porn, you don’t
22. Because you are good at annoying Taecyeon
23. Take off..don’t take off…because you always take off your clothes
24. Because you relay God’s message to the members
25. Because you use Chansung’s earphones like your own
26. Because by going to Seattle, you left your notebook there and only brought back the mouse
27. Because the vampire costume fits you so well
28. Because you were so pretty even wearing a stocking over your head
29. Because your didn’t wear underwear during a shoot so they wouldn’t get wet
30. Because you dance well, but are also good at singing, but also good at rapping
31. Because you are able to intimidate Chansung and Taecyeon with merely a fan
32. Because you use Jaebum’s “fusion dialect”
33. Because you were worried that Junho wouldn’t be able to have babies with those kinds of pants
34. Because of your confidence, that even though you are not good at driving, you act like you are
35. Because you continue to drive even after running into a [Mercedes] Benz
36. Because you know that Wooyoung wears a thong
37. Because it seems like you’re going to expose your lower parts someday
38. Because your lower body is weak in comparison to your upper body.
39. Because you dance to Chae Yeon’s “Shake” better than she can or anyone else
40. Because while autographing, you wrote so honestly in the P.S. that you really needed to go to the bathroom
41. Because you honestly said on a show that you were drinking water for having diarrhea
42. Because you match wife beaters better than anyone else in this world
43. Because you’re a grandpa that has to eat Glucosamine due to your damaged cartilage
44. Because you dance perfectly to girl group songs, such as “Gee” and “Forever Love”
45. Because you tried to expose Wooyoung
46. Because when Wooyoung couldn’t speak because of his throat during an interview, you read out loud everything he wrote
47. Because you said that only you can be the Leadja
48. Because you dream of 2PM conquering the world
49. Because you do Kim Jaedong’s impersonation very well
50. Because you didn’t have your ID, but danced to Again and Again in front of a club and was allowed in
51. Because of your modesty- when anyone would agree that you are amazing, you say you’re not
52. Because you have thick lips you have to wet often
53. Because you have a very good voice
54. Because you sing with your beautiful voice for us
55. Because you are a caring Leadja who really loves and takes care of his members
56. Because you have milky skin like a baby
57. Because your embarrassing pictures are still very stylish
58. Because you even made the “ssanti” (cheap) dance very natural
59. Because you make us continue studying English
60. Because you really love your family and think of them
61. Because even though you’re the leader, you don’t seem like one, and you don’t seem like a leader, but you are the forever leader
62. Because you are more passionate that anybody else
63. Because you are cute, but sexy
64. Because the ends of your eyes turn up and no one can copy this
65. Because you said that hottests are the best fans in the world
66. Because you are one of hottests’ reasons to live
67. Because you are the hottests’ president
68. Because I feel like going crazy if you’re not next to me
69. Because you don’t forget you’re a rookie and try your very best
70. Because you’ve become the center of our lives
71. Because my heart jumps like crazy by just looking, hearing, thinking about you
72. Because you are a present from the sky
73. Because you are an angel who gives it his all for everything you do
74. Because every time I see you, you look different
75. Because of your infinite charms
76. Because your addiction is too much
77. Because there is no way out
78. Because for always showing us more than what we expect
79. Because even though you are playful like a child, on stage you are a serious adult
80. Because you don’t lie
81. Because you know how to appreciate everything
82. Because you are skilled and know how to do anything and everything
83. Because your past is still stylish
84. Because you are a “Beast Idol”
85. Because regardless of what I’m doing, I only see you
86. Because 2PM and hottests are forever
87. Because you taught me how to truly like someone and wait for him
88. Because you are a person who helps your younger brothers to shine before taking care of yourself
89. Because you had the courage to give up everything and come to Korea in order to become a singer
90. Because when I look at you, my smile never ends
91. Because without you, it doesn’t matter if I live or die
92. Because without you, I cannot be fixed
93. Because without you, I cannot laugh again
94. Because the more I look at you, you have so many good qualities
95. Because I cannot hate you
96. Because you are my destiny
97. Because you are just Park Jaebum
98. Because you are one of 7 people
99. Because only you can make it 2:00pm
100. Because I know that you are definitely going to return

my own reason.

101. Because i've the faith in you.

WILDBUNNY SPAM IF I'VE THE TIME!

my own and boring story:
first of all, i've open my blog already,(so everyone can read)
secondly, i wanna state this clear,
its my own REAL feelings, since the very first day of school, everything had changed.
like seriously, im happier with my besties. (sisters, please do understand that im not that kind of person that treat you guys as a piece of tissue or something,i meant, use and throw.i still love you guys, i have my own issue. & i DO miss you)
and for pk&hy: thanks so much, its been like... a miracle to me, to be in the same class as you guys.

AND THE MOST EXCITING PART,
I LOVE THE PSLs, though being a psl, is not as easy as you think, but its freaking fun.
and yeah, there's ups and downs through out the camp, but yup.:D i love it (Y)

okay now, im gonna about this!

IM SUPER SUPER DUPER FREAKING EXCITED !
thanks jiejie or rather noona for the Kissme mug in advance!
its super great! i really cant wait.thats the best bday present so far.(:
사랑해!

Can anyone still remmeber my bday? haah!
okay now, well, this is my best bday persent if it is real.
.
.
.
.
.

well, thats all for today!
lastly,
상일 죽아합니다! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNHO(k)

My favourite(:

2009-12-06T15:08:00.006+08:00

Oh boy!
my favourite sweet~~

Sweet Sweet Christmas for my sweet sweet loves:

hot huh?

Italian Maknae is freaking cute!

Updated

I love the again&again dive. haha!

lastly,
7=1

2009-12-04T15:28:00.010+08:00

네오빠~~저는도왈거예요~ㅋㅋㅋ~

haha this is cute,

Host: "will you have videos like Edison Chen (Chen guan xi) ?"
Nichkhun:" Not yet."
Host:"then the title will be , 'The Ending Of Nickhun'
NichKhun:"No it perhaps maybe the beginning."

UPDATED

OH boy!!!
i love how nichkhun ended the music bank, though i wanna him to ~~strip.~~ ㅋㅋㅋ~

And Lastly,
you know when the hottest shouted their name,
i finally figured it out! like finally!

ParkJaeBum,KimJunSu....NichKhun,OkTaecYeon.. JangWooYoung,LeeJunHo,HwangChanSung 2PM!

Quote:"This is 2Pm, which I'm really proud to be with, I'm so pleased being with them, I'll walk with them until the very end" Nichkhun Horvejku

Miko Tan.

2009-12-02T23:42:00.006+08:00

Will my dog cost a BILLION? she have a ehart shape on her fats.(:

Adorable huh?
yeah, like they always say, you need to pay a price to be pretty.
hais,
That FKUCing groomer, duno how he groom sia,
her eyes there bleed, her neck also.
BLEED LIKE HELL.
_l_ I will never bring my dog there already. hais.

oh well, guess, she's too suay already.

anw, met up with jiahching for tuition,
well, it was kinda, hmm, very hard to say.
i feel kinda weird i guess. trying to adapt to a ~~new friend~~, its like keeping finding topic. hais,
for the sake of my Maths. Fighting.!바이팅!

Khun: I'm on my way to find shermaine!(:

I love today the most.

2009-12-01T22:59:00.011+08:00

Care Bear Rocks.
I wanna Build A Bear!
Can anybody spot the mistake??haha, that person seriously, dumb
Orchard is indeed a~~~~

Dar said its cute. ahha.
Care to pose?

Anybody? i wanna Juicy Couture
this is the first time i see such BIG LV.

a preview of my dog pic(: gonna upload tmr(:
well anyway,
went out with dar today, and it was SUPER FUN,
to be frank, i enjoyed today very much,felt so blessed.
Dar, saranghey!♥

1:59PM :" Hyung, we are waiting for you."

JYP FAMILY.

2009-11-30T22:58:00.003+08:00

all of their reaction was : "wow"
hahahah! cute~~~~
now, let's see what your reaction is,
my reaction was, pause and laugh. hahaahah!
nice effect.

sorry to say that, but seriously, its like, ~~a pervertic old man trying to flirt.~~

haha, in the clip, i think one of them said, wow many woman. hahaha~cute family.
(my korean still sucks though)

"Wedding dinner"

2009-11-29T01:00:00.004+08:00

ANNYOUNG!
hahaha, yeah i'm here to post pictures((;
oh well,
i wanna say that the wedding was totally LOW BUDGET.
it sounds bad or -whatsoever-
but, its seriously,CMI.
first, their food is like, well, quite acceptable.
drinks, ALL DILUTED. regardless of sprite,coke,or even tea,
they just taste like water.
well, as far as i know, the bride was ~~pregnant~~.
and that guys only 22 years old. WOW.
and not to mention the gown of the bride, its like plastic.
so stiff and fake.
well, i guess, its a low budget one.
:D
well, felt so happy when i get to see huili gugu and her worker.
i'll never forget the trip to malacca with them.

Some pictures before going to turf city,
do i look my mum?

well,
GUESS WHAT??!?!?!
MY DAD'S ADDICTED TO RINGDINGDONG.
YES HE'S ADDICTED TO KPOP.
:D:D:D:DD::D:D
LOL.

okay now, this is super cool,
he's got a bright future lil jay.

in conclusion,
i indeed look more gorgeous than the bride!! agree with me, (Y)

the bitter taste of chocolate.

2009-11-27T22:39:00.004+08:00

HOHOHOHO! uhhuh,
so many chocolate stuffs?
nah, i didnt got the phone yet, that's why its bitter.
I'M GONNA GET IT NEXT WEEK!기다리다 지친다
went to the LG shop with my family in the afternoon, and that stupid person said that they didnt import YET.
like wth?!!?!?!??!
well, deposit paid and blah blah,
another cool thing is,
my mum changed her phone too!
she changed to samsung jet.
well, its still cool.
my dad said he's gonan change also
and all of my family members will have touched screen phone!

well,
thanks daddy, i didint have to wait till christmas/birthday/newyear/CNY.
:D

saranghey!
gonna miss ou when you're at china!

well, im gonna look gorgeous tmr.
even gorgeous than the bride.
hahaha! annyoung!

All Night Long.

2009-11-23T09:47:00.005+08:00

ANNYOUNG!
im gonna post stuffs for today,
went to my brother's concert, after my korean lesson!
hahaha.
so much to share about mr jay.
he's so funny with his fengshui black pearls!
well, i guess he was being cheated by the TAKA JEWELERY.
hahaha, how can a black pearl look so blue and cheap.( $9)
hahah, should have take a picture of his hands,
he was being tied up by them, haha how funny.
my brother's concert was quite boringbut its kinda cute,
well, it reminds me of the upcoming singout!
anybody spot my brother! hahaha

yesterday
went to your woul again to help up
this time was kinda clam,
haha
all those werid guys bought chu.
can see that lah,
was cut by the 2pm's poster also.
well, its still worth it though!
mr jay told his korean friends that i was his students,
and ended up being questioned like hell!
spoke lots of korean but was super scary!

going to vch later on,
god bless~

2009-11-21T11:01:00.002+08:00

muahahhaha! thanks daddy! iloveyou!!!!!!!
going out later for my brother's concert, well singout is really coming.
had fun yesterday, but didnt manage to get wet,

i'll post pictures tonight!
annyoung!

2009-11-19T23:10:00.002+08:00

BUSYBUSYBUSYBUSY with SINGOUT.
i've been in school for the whole week already.
like seriously, whats wrong.):
i've very less time for my babies.
so sad.
okay now, if anybody wanna go shopping jio me alright?
im dying to shop.
like seriously.
okay now, it doesn't mean that my anger faded. its still here.
but im goona post some happy stuffs.

yesterday
sexy&dar came to my house for kimchi jjigae.
its super nice,(:
should have put more powder to be more spicy.
then we bought COLOURING BOOKS.
and we began to colour,
yes we're lame. but it was fun. we have so much fun back then.
i wanna go out ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

well, i shall post more about singout i guess.
its been like singout for this few days.
non stop!

lastly,
" Suspicion always haunts the guilty mind." William Shakespears.

2009-11-18T23:49:00.003+08:00

LOVE BEASTLY. MUACKS.

OKAY THIS IS IT,
TO THAT BITCH:
YOU'VE BEEN COPYING SEEN WE'VE BEEN CLOSE.
I DONT WANNA MAKE YOU EMBARRASSED HERE.
BUT LISTEN, STOP COPYING WHATEVER I DO.
BIATCH!. its BI-A-TICH.
here that?
from the way i talk,blog now my idols.
its not being childish here you may say.
but, you're just too much.
sadly, i just can win you in this tiny winy pinky.
like seriously.

im super pathetic.

2009-11-17T18:13:00.014+08:00

YOU'RE SUCH A BITCH.
i feel super hornoured now, you bitch.
everytime i told myself its alright,
at least i have company.
but everyday i go back, all i see is copying copying copying.

AM I THAT AROGANT OR WHAT?
WHY EVERYONE SEEMS SO BETTER THAN ME,
LIKE SERIOUSLY.
EVEN MY FRIENDS.
i feel left out for the very first time.

something's missing,imy jay.

khunie: jeez, I wanna have coffee now,
wooie: It's latte, hyung, am i right?

shermaine: Thats what i want.(:

all rights are reserved(:

2009-11-16T23:10:00.001+08:00

SHERMAINE WANTS TO DANCE! BADLY.

my dear,what time is it now?

2009-11-13T01:57:00.008+08:00

hahahah! okay , its 2am though!

"Until then, WE WILL make you (JAY)PROUD."Khunttaeng♥

BABY MASON((:

2009-11-12T22:54:00.009+08:00

AIN'T THIS BABY CUTE?
well, baby mason grown up alot since the "Baby and I" movie. its highly recommened((:

ps: that guys so charmistic!

oh well, went for guitar lesson and saw sexy!
she was in school uniform.
woah! sec 3's super stress !!!!!
anw,movie with jiejie and zirui tmr!<3 style="font-style: italic;">FUCKFUCKFUCK.
i feel super duper extra now.
seriously,people always says this.
at least you're not alone. But have you ever think about it?
maybe, if im not in the class.GOSH.
its just so complicated. i feel so bad. i mean, im just like a person that causes them to break up.
seriously,shouldnt have read ht's blog.

my heart is beating @ 2pm.

2009-11-11T22:51:00.003+08:00

its so heartbreaking.(U)

"stuggles made my heartbeat,cause i know it makes me stronger."

tiring day@eastcoast.

2009-11-10T23:45:00.001+08:00

met up with the sisters for breakfast at mac, it was a fun one.
well, at least, it would be a last one this year as a class.
:D

uhhuh, we went to east coast at around 12pm which was like,
the sun was directly above us in the morning,
its freaking hot and i ended up, okay no, we 3 all ended up woth sunburns.
its freaking painful ):

to continue, my tighs and everything are red.(pinkish)
i cant imagine what would happen the day after or week after
OMGOMGOMG.
alright,

the results,
okay, im super happy when i saw the names, and yet confused. i dont know what i was thinking,
school tmr again, ive been going to the school like, almost everyday!
><
alright,

my dear jeslin pear,
i'll always be here for you okay?
dont think so much, everything will be solved by tmr :D

AND DID I MENTION PK AND HY WORE THE SAME PANTS AGAIN!??!
:D

2009-11-09T23:58:00.003+08:00

hey guys, its been a long time since ive blogged.
okay,
now, im super afraid now.
tmr would be the day where i know the results.
):

oh please, i wanna be with my loved ones.
):

god bless....

HOT CHOCOLATE ABS:D

2009-11-07T22:45:00.001+08:00

i was waiting for you.

2009-11-07T02:29:00.003+08:00

7-1=0

today was super fun,
SHE,MAYDAY,JAM,ETC. i'll update tmr.
im super D.E.A.D.
ive so much stuffs to do.
especially guitar and korean.
i didnt even revise anything yet.xD

godbless me.

UPDATED* HOT GUYS.

2009-11-05T13:39:00.004+08:00

너에게 2PM 미쳤었다
i was crazy about you.

oh well, after i read the speech these babies gave,
it as super touching.
:D
so im gonna post this.

always remember, 7-1=0.

기다리다 지친다

2009-11-03T21:08:00.006+08:00

기다리다 지친다 . i guess 2pm's even tired of waiting of jay.
please come back (W)

im finally back to blogging already
life's been super boring,
like super duper.
guess im gonna blog about what happen during the weekends.

Saturday,Halloween
UhHUH, my cousin managed to get tickets and went to the night safari at night.
it looks fun but it was raining. HEAVILY.
so didnt manage to take the night walk ,
but stl manage to get some pictures.
to be frank.
i was super pissed by one of my cousins.
that person just doesnt know the meaning of Thankful.
ppl jio that person, still go there kbkp.
that person thought he was matured enough to lead or (what-so-ever)

AND, STOP TEASING PEOPLE, WHEN YOU THOUGHT YOU ARE THE CLEVEREST.
S.O.R.R.Y you're not.

Alright, but still love outings with cousin:D
The first trip to the night safari was also with danica and jacinda wheni was 7! :o
haha.

I love the black one especially, she looks typically EMO.
she stared at me like for ages.. and well, i wasnt being scared by her :D

Sunday,Full of Korean Language

it wasnt as less stuffs as you thought.
:D
ME AND JIEJIE HELPED OUT MR JAY.
as a complementary service for my album for discount.
i helped out, yes .
ITS MY FIRST TIME WORKING.:D
well, was tempted by the RingDingDong.
:D
hmm, but no more money.
well, who wants MBLAQ poster???
=X
i dont liek them.
so, well, i find beast are nicer than them:D

went for dinner at yourwol.
:D
I FINALLY HAVE THE CHANCE TO SPEAK KOREAN.
where people can understand me at least.
the person was a korean, :D

went to sul,
to buy sutffs for my KimChi Jjigae.
:D
well, I SPOKE KROEAN AGAIN.:D
and she understands:D

Monday,Full of L.O.V.E
well thats the most recent photo:D
hahah.
okay, pk and huiyan came to my house for my delicious Kimchi Jjigae.:D
and after that, we went the 'joker' game.
and yup, we were super high then.
too high till we were drop beat.
:D
and in the end, the most touching part came,
dont wanna mention here.
but thanks dar and huiyan for everything:D
Its not easy for friends to made that far.:D
saranghey.

-END-

i love today.

2009-11-02T23:19:00.001+08:00

oh well, i guess my blog is kinda dead.
but i wana say is.
my beloved,
DAR,HUIYAN.
ILOVEYOU.

2009-10-21T19:56:00.043+08:00

OMGOMGOMGMOMG ARENT THEY HOT??!?!!??!?!?!

KimHyunJoong
06/06/1987
ss501's leader
he's just pratically affectious

NichKhun
24/06/1988
2PM's cuttest baby.
i just cant resist his smiles:D

LET"S VOTE! alright, im just bored. jsut vote for the sake's of it.

alright now, time to blog aboutmy daily life.
I HATE EXAMS. ESPECIALLY THOSE MARKS THAT ARE ON HIGHER PERCENTAGE.

IT SUCKS TOTALLY.
i think im somehow being cursed by someone or something.
i cant score well for those exams since sec1.
its not that i did not work hard for it,
i work super duper hard. (For those who can see)
and i ended up LIKE SHIT.
WHats wrong with me????? OMG.

the flashmob thingy on jay is just super duper cool.
i still go for the korean one:D

recently, i've realised that someone has been 'copying' me.
but, i felt super HONOURED TO BE COPIED BY SOMEONE. :D
it shows me how uncreative tht person is

REBIRTH AT 2PM!

2009-10-19T13:10:00.004+08:00

REBIRTH IS OUT!!!!!!!
OMGOMGOMOGMMOG IM SUPER DUPER EXCITED FOR THEIR ALBUM.
AND IM GONNA GET IT ON THE 1ST NOVEMBER!
well, it takes time to import, well, i just love their song!
can sense that all the babies had grown up~
:D

love like this will be quite a hit i guess,
its very catchy.:"D

OKAY, THIS IS HIGHLY RECOMMENDED.

wan.du.kong.
!!!!
its very cute, and i can imagine the scene where HJL playing the guitar, omg.
its a song that you''ll feel very warm inside !:D
im seriously anticipating! im waiting~~~~~~~~~
but triple s have the rights toprotect them:D

FEB2010,singapore personal concert.
:D im waiting!

HOT.SEXY.AWESOME.

OMGOMGOMGOMGOGMOGMOMG. I SERIOUSLY CANT WAIT.

this 2 kids are POWER.
do watch it.
:D:D:D

2009-10-18T02:05:00.000+08:00

i've just changed my blogskin!
not bad huh, i did it myslef!!!! HHOOHOHOHO.

Kbox trip.

2009-10-17T21:11:00.006+08:00

HOHOHOHO. annyoung!
hey people, i had a not bad day today. its a fun day especially.
i went EHUB with jeslin to kbox, and ended up with zx and richi.
sang for 3 hours plus????
it isnt as high as i expected but, its still a fun day after all.
:D
went to watch my sister keeper.
ITS SUPER DUPER TOUCHING.
ITS SUPER NICE!
hmmm, i'll give it about 9/10???
its seriously a nice movie
damn touching, even cried xD

anw,
SHINee RingDingDong would be a hit.

they're just hot.

i miss jay.
HOTHOTHOHTOHOT.
NICKHUN JUST MAKES ME GO GAGA@@

there's a question on facebook.
its bout you.
i really wonder what you would think.
everything's different now.
happened to see the stuffs you gave.
i feel so weird.
but, thats it.. i wont bother now.

2009-10-16T22:31:00.006+08:00

THE COOLEST THING YOU'VE EVER SEEN.
NOW, isn't she cute???
but beware she's fierce that you guys cant deny cause thats the fact.
but she's still my baby!
hahahahah!
okay, its been a long time since i talked about her,
recently, my mum brought her to the vet as she have some kind of rashes on her tummy.
it was quite gross though.
ps:
that stupid shaver of the pet's grooming store!
the vet say its due to the bateria of something.
which i think was the shaver's bloody fault.
she got the rashes after she came back after grooming.
so lets just assume its them.

:D

okay, this is a damn cool picture of miko.
its not by photoshop.
its seriously, taken through my brother's toy.
:D

REBIRTH-THE BOYS ARE REBORN! (part 2)
HJL is just so HOT.
as usual :D

KJ- i cant deny that he become more slim and sexy.
love his fringe.
YS-hmm, eyeliner cant change his baby face.
but i still love his new looks.
once again, REBIRTH.
they're reborn. SEXY.HOT.AWESOME.
cant wait!

beat that!

2009-10-15T23:44:00.007+08:00

BEAT THAT!
hahahah! annyoung everyone!
its been a long time since ive been using com like crazy, but well,
exams are like over already so, im super happy right now.
i was like so stressed out during the past few months and finally its over
well, results is another one, but not now i guess.
muahahha.

as i said, BEAT THAT alright,
hougang to changi airport right after school for popeye :D
hahahaha
i'll post more pictures in these few days :D
but beat me !
enjoyed alot today especially with my loved ones.

REBIRTH-theese boys are REBORN.
finally man, ive been waiting for them. they must be hot.

23 october music bank, im waiting~
JUNGMIN LOOK ARTIStic.

NEW HAWT BABY'S BORN,!i seriously cant wait for these hot guys man. well, still misses my nichkhun too alright hahaa
lots of things to acomplish.
:D

annyounghekesayyo.

my best day eveer!

2009-10-06T21:48:00.008+08:00

annyoung everyone! hahahah.
its been a very long time since i've blogged right?hahahah!
alright, enough of that,
the day i've been always looking forward to.
it was AUNT CYNTHIA WEDDING!
seriously, i've enjoyed the best day ever with my family especially my cousins.
im like super packed with my exams and all and i dont even have the time to talk to time
but thaks to the wedding:D
really loved them so much,
its also a great time to change a new look :D
hahaha
there was a guy yesterday that was freaking hilarous.
i could even see his whole butt!
yeah, he's freaking funny
we're like trying to take his picture. (of his butt)
it sounds gross but its still fun after all isnt it???
LOVE THEM ALL!

CONGRATUALTIONS TO cynthia jiejie~
you look freaking gorgues yesterday.
you look so damn beautiful~~~~~~~
:D stay happy and i wanna carry baby! hahaha.!
:D

annyoung ppl.
i wont be posting for some time.:D

2009-09-21T21:32:00.002+08:00

RIP AUTHOR OF CRAYONSHINCHAN.
I'VE ALWAYS BEEN A GREAT FAN OF YOURS.

yes, he's dead. he was found at the bottom of some mountain with his lungs crashed on 11 sep.
which they found his body yesterday i think.
this is so sad lah!!!!!
no more crayon shinchan already!!!!!!!!
he's like so cute.
but ,ps: i dont wanna him as my brother.
:D

gonna miss the this cute thing.):
hais.... rest in peace!

okay, back to subject.
annyoung!
i had a GREAT TIME TODAY!
went shopping with my mum.
which is like once in a blue moon kind.
:D
bought stuffs over 200 plus.
hahaha
, i bought a dress and belt.
thats about all i guess.
so cool lah! i love my daddy.
and i cant wait for this coming saturday.
my favourite car rides and SHOPPING.! HOHOHOHO.
especially when my mum is not with me, im gonna shop like crazy !
idc!

okaokay, im gonna start working with work.
AND IM ON DIET!
I MUST SLIM DOWN.
all for the sake of monday.
okay, i just dont care okay.
:D annyoung he ke sae yo~

2009-09-20T00:09:00.002+08:00

annyoung! yeap after such a long time! i've the mood the blog :D
had awonderful day today with jiejie.
we went for korean lessons as usual and yup,
mr jay is just as usual, the cute and funny one.
hahaha.
he likes to share about health stuffs.
hahahaa.
went to shop and i went to try the shoes.
omg. its super high.
the heels are cool.
:D

tested all colours and yup its super fun !
damn fun i can say.
hahaha im like huge.
hahaha!
and oh yah, i've decided to go to malacca with my dad next saturday.
partly because i wanna to shop .:D
exams coming soon. real soon
and i have to bulk up.

x namjachinggu:
its today. as you can see,
to be frank with you, during these few weeks, i've been seriously thinking about you like mad.
thousands words would not bring you back.
you've changed. & im glad to see the happy you.
i cant change the fact that we're not together. i cant have you back.
& i guess you've forgotten about the memories we use to share.
memories kills.
i even cried just few days ago...
i cant forget you that easily boy,its not infactuation. its love from me to you.
you're just like the winter, it comes every 4 seasons.
when its winter, you enjoyed the snow, when its gone, you have to carry on with the next season
i bet you've forgotten what day is it.
i bet you regretted,
its really hard to hide my feelings. i guess,
你的每一个眼神，让我无法抓摸,让我毫无头绪的在猜测你是否还跟我一样的想着你，爱着你。

2009-09-18T23:55:00.002+08:00

annyounghasaeyo!
i've decided to blog again,
too much to blog about.
this whole week's like disaster. i've so many things to do and catch up.
stress is all i can say.
slept for the whoel day yesterday after tuition,
went to school as usual and its kinda different as we did the racial harmony fair.!
:D

alright,
went for choir today and miss yee bombed us with audition.):
thats about all.

IM SO FREAKING STRESS!
IDK WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO ANS MR JAY!
IM GONNA DIE IN A HORRIBLE DEATH.
HE'S GONNA ASK FREAKING WEIRD QUESTION!

hahahah! anw, i really love this song so much.!
in the club-2NE1

im too lazy to post everything.
:D

2009-09-13T01:33:00.003+08:00

annyoung!

its been a long time since i've blogged right?
hahaha. nothing much to blog about actually.
busy going back to school on holidays and such...

alright
hot tattoos again~
its not that i would want a tatto but i simply thinks its super hot.

Annyoung~ im in school

2009-09-03T09:25:00.000+08:00

Annyounghapsaeyo... As you may wonder, im using damian phone now... Its recess time now ... Eh... It seemed long sinced i've blogged

okayokay... I'll blogg tonight
annyoung!

HARU HARU...

2009-08-31T23:19:00.002+08:00

annaeyo~ hahahaha!
yup its a quite fun day actually.
i didnt went back to primary school as , yup too sian.
kinda regretted as i didnt get to see alot of people.
seriously missin' them.!
the performance was damn hilarous in school today. alright, enough of that,
then dar and hy came to my house,
danced and went for tuition.
finally have the time to blog iguess.
im too tired to blog now.
hahahahahah! BeiJing concert :D
its super cool man!
especially when they speak mandrin cant really imagine.

2NE1 is super cool.
i love the unplugged version
try to look at the last part when they show the people blowing trumpets.
its super funny!

shaggg.

2009-08-28T23:26:00.006+08:00

annyounghapsaeyo! hahaha. im back?
okay, i didnt have the chance to blog as i have so many things piled up for me to do.
bio test and such, is driving me crazy.
ohokay~
since i've nothing to blog about,

lets just start off with today....
went for choir and my dar and i went out early as we're not part of the concert for teacher's day:D
its kinda happy as i seriously MISSED those times when we're released super early.
:D
then something very fucked up happened.
okay since its private i'll just type it out.
esther saw us dance gee just now and she look so FUNNY.:D
i hate her idiotic attitude as she really looks like another 'beach'
alright, just dont like her alright:D
and i kinda think that, ideas are ideas. its a good thing that people will copy you, and it means that your idea is a good idea/plan. :D
its kinda hard to understand but, i just cant understand why people would hate a person who like what he/she likes?!

okay, then pk and lydia came to my house,
and talked, danced and yup just like the old days!

OMGOMGOMG! I SERIOUSLY CANT WAIT FOR SEPTEMBER!
there;s so much stuffs coming right up.
im anticipating~

icheon korean wave festival omgomgomg!~

im so damn excited.!
theres 2 courses tmr and i think i'll be dead beat>><>

okay alright, i've decided to share some nice stuffs :D
so...
i've realised that this 2 korean artist have nice tattoo on their backs.
okay maybe cool but not really that nice:D
first one: HwangBo

HwangBo had a rather cool tattoo at her back, as her tattoo was her name and a rose at the back.
i bet she'll look cool in barebacks. But if anyone that watched WGM, she doesnt look too good when she wore the wedding gown.But her back is still sexy too.((:
next: JaeJoong
He have a very HOT tattoo its all i can say...
its just simply HOT.>.<

alright((:
i'll post tmr!
annyoung!

i smell like roses :D

2009-08-24T20:49:00.003+08:00

anaehapsaeyo!
hhahaha~ okay, went to school today, something very bad happened to my face.
i got cuts on my face. sadly yes. i've no idea why , but yup.
there's like 2 crosses. i'll show it again(:
i look like the dao ba jie shen in x family.
hahahahah!
i smell like pink roses(: hahahha!

okay, as i said, i would post about this,
i found this news interesting, new girls group called f(X) .
first impression for them is quite okay:D
enjoy the video:

hmmm? anticipating much?

haha
anyway! im super excited for 20th and 27th sep.:D
김형중 family outing! wooo<33333

oh yeah, sexy said the sops are gonna dance gee... hmmm.
i was thinking of that. so its totally like.
wtf...

anyway, annyounghapsaeyo!

OMG(:

2009-08-23T21:48:00.002+08:00

anaehapsaeyo!
yup yup yup,
i slept at 4am last night, okay its morning, and i have to wake up at 10 plus.
all my relatives came and such.
and im super duper happy!

UNCLE BOUGHT ME PERFUME FROM US!
omg. its super nice.
iloveit:D

then then then, yup.
revised sutffs. and i realised that there's only one person that knows me best.:D
you know who i mean.
:D
love you~

finished my science project. and yup. im super bored now.....
i shall blogged more about kpops tmr!
nights!

im finally back!

2009-08-23T01:59:00.000+08:00

anaehasaeyo!
yes people im finally back from the blogging and such
i've totally no time for anything.
project work presentations is driving me crazy!
okay alright,

first of all,
went for kroean class as usual with jiejie,
mr jay really made me go gaga.
its like... he;s like a bomb man!
learnt lesson 4 and 5 and come other complementry lessons.:D
went out for dinner at novena at about 4 plus and went back to orchard as usual....

went to the airport to fetch uncle from the US.
:D
and now, im freaking tired. i'll post more okay!
제 남 저 친 구 이 름 이 김 형 중 이 에 요 . <333

im freaking tired.

2009-08-18T18:09:00.005+08:00

ANNYOUNGHAPSAEYO!
yeap, its a very tiring week i guess.
i spent my whole day doing the stupid project work and i ended my like.. wtf.
alright enough of that,
its gonna be a long day tmr, and im still considering if i should go out.

had tuition just now, and here comes!

HWANGBO R2SONG FULL MV!
okay, although i dont really like hwangbo that much.
BUT SHE'S STILL HOT OKAY?!
i love her hips.
hahahah!

still cant figure the mole thing but she's hot after all.! :D

blah blah blah~ im so damn bored right now,
somuch things to wonder .
hais.... life's a bitch.

007(:

2009-08-16T01:12:00.002+08:00

annyounghapsaeyo!
wahahahhaha! really had so so so so so much fun today! (:
okay, it all started ealy in the morning,
zx texted me , uh huh, so went to meet zx and ky. slacked with my dog ...
and went out with huiyan.
had lunch together and came home and went for korean class....

HERE COMES THE FUN PART!
although jiejie didnt come today, its overall fun to me!
learned quite alot, and yup. i love mr jay!
he's super cool,
fun and funny guy. :D
the middle age uncle was late for like 2 hours and we waited for quite awhile and mr jay decided to play 007 with us.

'gong gong cil' hahahah!
its very fun~

okay after the korean class,
i went for dinner with jiejie, bought a shirt and revised some korean stuffs(: hahah.
this is so damn cool! im so excited or their personal concert in singapore.
the korea and the japan one was succesful ,
and there will be a new album! yay!
alright, enough of crapping.
i'll watch my shows now.

annyounghekesaeyo!

woohooo!

2009-08-14T22:46:00.005+08:00

annyounghasaeyo~
there's lesson tmr. im so exicted and im going to meet jiejie after that.
haha..
alright, went to school as per normal and had choir.
same old thing lah. hais.
had tuition after that, im like half asleep!
yasmin is serious a good teacher alright.

okay enough of crapping.

HWANGBO IS FCUKING HOT.
hahha. just as they said, i bet khj would be shaking his head while looking at her if he saw her.
hwangbo got a nice 's' shape line. and nice figure....
just watch this video and you'll know what i mean.

OMFG SHE'S HOT!

isnt she HOT?
but i dont get it why should would put a mole on her face =.=
hahah!

"heels are lady's future"
haha! it seriously is a A ++
alright, haha.
enough of that ...

dear lord, please bless me that i can remember all the vowels and consonants by tmr ><

annyoung!

hwaiting.

2009-08-13T22:11:00.003+08:00

anaehapsaeyo!
hahaha.
okay, my hands are like totally numb right now.
went for class jsut now, and had lots of fun .

okay quite. saw lydia and she told me something shocking.
and i guess sexy is correct.
that teacher force people sing!
hahaha
and he said my second song, which will be my first song is jay chou ‘安靜’
god bless me.

I HATE WRITING REPORTS!
ESPECIALLY CHOIR REPORTS!
IT SUCK
IT SUCKS
IT SUCKS LIKE HELL!

500 words report. its like totally fuck.
hais...

HWAITING!

annyounghasaeyo!

PACKED!

2009-08-12T22:03:00.002+08:00

anaeyohapsaeyo!
uhuhuh, im finally a lil bit free now.
i've so many things to do. really really so many!
thinking about saturday really makes me sad .
as i said, jiejie wont be going for this coming lesson.
but dinner is SET OKAY?! SAW THAT?!

hehe(:
okay, went for choir today and blah blah.
its simply too sleepy=.=
on and on non stop.
those that know whats wrong with my junior.
haha.

alright, then SEXy came to my house.
ate dinner and chatted awhile and went home.
did maths and now finally have the chance to blog.
i've too much stuffs to do.
i havent study for my albegra quiz!
my lessons stuffs which is due tmr.
and my nails.
-.-
its so irritating.><

and the graphs. im PACKED!

baleh baleh~

2009-08-11T19:44:00.004+08:00

annyounghapsaeyo
okay, this will be quite a short post i hope.
uhuhuh, i'm currently doing history and my art now ...
i've the whole sheet of paper for my art, and 14 more questions to ask.
this is so crazy.

nothing much happened yesterday.
but i guess i'm gonna post about what had happened yesterday night.
was chatting with jiejie at night .
:D
and realised that it was uncle's birthday too.
:D
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!

alright, then we started testing each other the consonants and vowels.
DAMN THE VOWELS.
ALL OF THEM LOOK THE SAME! >.<
i was like so pekchek.
okay enough of it,
after a while, my aunt came into jiejie room and we chatted also.
hahaha!
this is so cool.

jiejie may not be able to join me this coming week,
meaning, i'll be alone):
meaning, i've to face that teacher without any help.):
hopefully no such things will EVER happen again!

alright,
annyounghasaeyo!
sarangheyo!

vowels~

2009-08-10T21:15:00.004+08:00

annyounghapsaeyeo.:D
uhhuh, i've made my blog to be alive again~
went to stella house for project today.
was quite fun.
went for tuition and uhuh.
i saw a one quarter naked mad man,
that mad man that somesort of chase us the other time.
:D
its freaking funny.
:D

haha , although i like double s more, but, all of them still rocks .

its time for me to study.....
vOWELS!

annyounghasaeyo!
annyoungkeseyeo!
<33333

KOREAN !

2009-08-08T22:49:00.002+08:00

annyounghapsayeo.:D
hahahaha. i really really had a very fun day today!
yay. as i said, i had my lessons today.
its super damn fun okay.
2hr 20 mins. non stop . lots and lots of laughter.
but the only bad thing is im the youngest there.

hahaha. and i sat at the first row, that mr jay, kept asking me lot and lots of questions.
and i always have to start first.
hehehe.
mr jay is sooo cute. hahah he's racist!
haha. but really had alot of fun ~

LALALALALA~
i've to memorise duno how many consanants and vouls.
yeah. i seem like a kindergarten kid.
oh yeah~ i know my name already~
wooohooo!

okay well well well,
went for shopping today and the best thing is! im not broke YET.
isnt that good?
hahaha.
and i realised that i ended up having a fever ):

alrigh gtg.
annayounghapsayeo.
sarangheyo.
annyounghekeyieo.
:D

korean countdown~

2009-08-07T19:59:00.005+08:00

OmgOmgOmgOmgOMGOMGOMGOMG!

its tomorrow!!!! im super duper excited .
damn excited.
ahhhhh~
hahahhaha

yesterday was fun. but painful~
hopefully i can have a nice day tomorrow.
but i have tuition tmr morning):
yes, she's gonna be picky again.
hais.
oh well,

I CANT WAIT FOR TMR!

korean crazy-nnest

2009-08-03T16:50:00.005+08:00

OMG OMG OMG!
IM SUPER EXCITED!
yeah, currently too high~ although i have tuition later~ but im so happy!

here goes;
i cant wait for thurs and saturday!
wooohooo!!!

okay , im gonna comment here ya,
jiejie blog is super nice.
:D

and the last time im gonna mention you.
sarang angio.

I CANT WAIT ~~~~
* wise & affectionate and guys that have pacs made me go GAGA.!

engrossed with korean.

2009-07-30T22:19:00.004+08:00

heyheyhey! hahaha.
its been a long long time since i've blog ?
okay, im kinda busy these few days.
so didnt had the chance to blog.
went out with jiejie today after school.
yes, we had so much stuffs to talk about.
went to register for this and that and so on.

its gonna be so packed! so so so packed!
i've so many stuffs to do eventually.
but, its always good to wait(:

IM SO DAMN EXCITED! CANT WAIT FOR NEXT WEEK(:
3 up coming stuffs~ yeah~

gtg everybody.~ angnio(:

2009-07-19T18:44:00.003+08:00

woooohoo~ yeah, went to watch transformers yesterday with my family((:
had fun of course, went to watch the midnight one. and ended up to reach home at 4am.
went to buy tickets and then jiejie was like craving for that harry potter thingy.
hahahha. its super damn funny~

woke up in the morning, and went for brunch. as per normal.

CURRENTLY CHATTING WITH MY 2 OF MY BESTIES:D
puaykheng and samuel hahahah.!

to huiyan: hahah, to confess also not bad mah!

im back!

2009-07-18T10:02:00.004+08:00

yes, i didnt blog like for so many days, im just too tired and busy to use the com this 2 days.
one whole week just happen to past like so damn fast.
okayokay.... for those who read my blog, yes.
im gonna tell you what i did. miko is just too adorable. although she bites.

thursday:
thats the day that i went out with huiyan wearing some funny stuffs. that we dont usually wear.
and i wore a dress eventually.
yes. its super werid.
okay, then we went for movie, then lunch. did ALOT of talking with her.
and i was thinking of the happy meal thingy.
but huiyan manage to tell pk her feelings:D
im so glad.

to pk and hy:
im very glad to have you guys as my friends.
words cant describe how important you two are to me.
and words cant describe how much i love you guys.:D
talk to me when you need my help.(:
& i'll talk to you when i need it too.:D
outings real soon alright. if not im gonna slap you guys left right center!

okayokay, this is the muffin baked by samuel tan
didnt take the photo of the letter.
he's been asking me to post about this for like the past few days.
yes, im posting right now.
:D
its really great to have you this friend, to be with me like a big brother.:D
thanks for the muffin and work hard for the coming up o levels.
sure gonna miss you!

& yes, im gonna end it soon.
muahahha, im curious about who i'm belonging to on facebook~
haha you guys know what im saying. faster. snatch ~((:

2009-07-11T23:56:00.002+08:00

anaeyo(:
okay, spent my saturday with huiyan, as i said i was very excited for today.
yes, we went to gym in the afternoon then swimming at bishan.
and blah blah blah, daddy fetch us to compass point for subway.
while walking, im telling huiyan how eager i wanna suggest them to have a dustbin outside the entrance.
haha.
okay, then, took pictures, bought a pouch, and went to vivo to get SOMETHING.
i dont wanna say cause its so damn hilarious and embarrassing.
cant even imagine if i brought it home with me, from vivo to hougang.
so eventually, my dad fetch us home once again,

talked alot with huiyan, and just i love talking to her<3
its raining, and some funny things happen again.
dont wanna mention.
its too funny.

I CANT WAIT FOR THURSDAY!
wooohooo~
hy dont forget okay:D
loveyou.

oh yah, my bloodymsn got problem, its damn irritating.
i cant see emoticons.
for no reasons.
anyway, have to wake up early tmr.
nights night~

2009-07-09T22:19:00.002+08:00

heyhey, haha, im too busy to blog these few days.
untill today. yes. i havent even watch my shows yet..
was chatting with jiejie, samuel,ky,richi and daddy. plus my dar.
hahaha. okay. samuel send me this link , and i think this is so hilarous.
yeah, watch it. and laugh at it.
im freaking bored right now.
so i've decided to blog.
yes, i cant wait for tmr:D
for no reasons.

blogging for the sake of blogging.

2009-07-06T19:37:00.003+08:00

heyhey,
yeah, its been quite long since i've blog,
yes, im blogging cause for the sake of somebody saying my blog is dead.:D
yes, samuel tan, i finally remembered to mention you okay.
anyway, i've nothing to post for my pictures, but, i spent my day with my family and huiyan,
so decided to post the previous pictures,
really shared alot with her and such , :D
cant wait for saturday,
for the first time,
yes.
had dance on yesterday with lydia,
then went to frolick.
yeah, they had the new 'yam' falvoured yougurt.
didnt ordered that, cause it sounds kinda gross.

cant really wait for the next lesson.

*destiny is all about your self confidence.
you can lose in a battle, but not in war.

and i shall end here.(:

wooohooo

2009-06-30T23:41:00.005+08:00

heyhey! yeah,
its been a long time since i've blogged,
its very boring, holidays are over, and yes.
i didn't sleep for the one whole week before the school reopens as i wanted to bond my relationship with my laptop.
:D
okay okay,
then, i went to school and yes. im super damn tired.

so so so so, yesterday, which is the first day of school reopens,
everythign was so fine untill i got home.
yes, i got bitten by my dog evetually.
my whole palm was so damn swollen until i could not move.
& yes, its super damn serious.

and yes, today, some of our choir members went to the esplanade to watch choir concert.
it was like so damn fun, but, the concert is quite boring, but they really deserved the "gold with honours" so, its a not bad thig after all,
took pictures and such(:
im like super damn tired already::D

nights everyone:D
* i want a hot boyfriend that is wise and affectionate

2009-06-22T18:01:00.002+08:00

heyheyhey! im back from malacca.
oh yes finally,
went to malacca on sunday with my family, daddy drove there,
slept for the whole journey, reached there at about 2 in the afternoon, went for lunch,
some shopping then resort.
there's totally nothing to shop. but i bought a pair of heels.
anyway, the resort, suck totally.
although i've been there before , but it still suck.
i went there when i was 12? or maybe last year with my nanny.
nothing changed. well, at least , the hotel beside the resort is built long ago.

went to the durian farm? eeewww. yeah, it suck totally.
i hate the smell, daddy drove in with the other uncles and such, and his car ended up as a disaster.
and that farm is closed, .
when to the road side, everyone ate durian execpt me and my mum.

and the next day,
SHOPPING TIME,
yeah, i shop-ped for the whole monring just now.
bought shoes, shirts,bags accessories.
and many many more.
yeah . i love going out with my daddy....

but, yeah. im stress. very very stress. very very scared.

ice skating trip.

2009-06-17T22:57:00.003+08:00

i'm crazy over them (:

he looks so cute(:

isn't he cute(:

heyheyhey. oh well, overall, its a fun day(;
went to ice skate with danica and huiqin.

yeah they're cute.

and after that terrible ice skating trip last year, & YES. i did not fall(:

and i taught them how to skate!

yeah!

okay, then after skating and some photo-taking,

we went to watch terminator salvation

its kinda gross.

but its nice(:

not boring eventually..

i love them <3

2009-06-15T22:48:00.001+08:00

for the moment,
);

SEXYYYY

2009-06-12T00:01:00.005+08:00

heyheyhey everyone.
yes i'm back.
woke up at 8 in the morning and went to meet with my sexy.
went to east coast park for cycling and i ended up like shyt.
I'VE GOT SUNBURN!
gosssshh. its like. uneven! cause i'm wearing the tank top,
my back now has the shape. its like bloody hell.
cycled for a litle while, then went to the beach, slack, then cycle again.
daddy sent us home at around 1 pm.
shower and all,
after like awhile, sexy came to my house. do some girly stuffs then off to orchard.
was planning to watch 2 movies at the same time.
so yeah. and i ended home at 11.30.
its really tiring.
very very tiring.
i bet lydia's also very tired too.
cab home and the end.
and finaly at least, i did some shopping with sexy.
AND YES WE TOOK A TOTAL OF 164 PICTURES TODAY.

thanks alrights especially lydia. its been a great day (:
i'm always happy whenever i'm with you
iloveyou.<3

and of course, when you;re happy, bad things would happened.
thanks chloe,huiyan,lydia,richi,samuel <3

hais. idk what the hell it is.
i'm going crazy.
yes. over you.
in another way.

2009-06-09T20:56:00.002+08:00

heyhey. dont really wanna post all the pictures. cause i know i'll look weird,
cause everyone's hair is in a mess.
went to east coast at 5AM. (:
yes its 5 am. can you eventually believe it?!
okay then there's some crazy china guys playing around.
and guess what???

such a nice place i'm in, AND I SAW COCKROACHES run cross me. TWO TIMES.
I SERRIOUSLY HATE INSECTS.
seriously.
okay... then, something like that.
went to kbox after that.
didnt take pictures cause we're just too tired to.
we sang for like 4 hours plus?
not sure too.
hais. tired.....

is that it?

hais. you really didnt know how much i've tried to.
feelings tell me that you wont be.
so many songs i've sang today.
so many songs that suited me.
so many thoughts and feelings from me to you.
but i just .....
hais forget it.....

2009-06-08T22:27:00.003+08:00

i'll just blog a short one(:
went to escape with jeslin stella andjiayi. had so much laughter. i mean seriously.(:
then made cheesecake with puaykheng and huiyan(:
i love them. i'll post picture tomorrow yah? it will be a great day tomorrow.

i seriously think you wont be back.
people told me all posiblities.
but, i'm willing to wait.

* 我想念你。

2009-06-07T11:40:00.015+08:00

~~DANCE AT 3PM! DOUBLE WOOHOOO.~~

oh damn, haha dance was cancelled.hahaha. D:
didn;t received nikko's mesasge.
oh well, its been like 2 weeks without dance already.
i'm missing it like hell. and today is the third week(:
anyway, its gonna be a busy week for me.
didn't even started my homework yet.

wooohoo.
going out with daryl samuel rachel on thursday(:
making cheesecake tmr and kbox with puaykheng and huiyan on mon and tues(:
saturday outing with crystal nigel bryan (:

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anyway, yes.
today is the day. one whole month without you.
i thought i'll be okay.
but i'm not. i just simply cant forget you.
cause i dont want to.
i've been thinking and such. but guess what?
yes, i cried yesterday, after 1 week without crying,
i cried till i fell asleep.
cant even believe that you're gone. leaving me alone.
like i said i'll be there for you. like i said i'll love you.
like i said i'll wait for you.
idk if you will be back. but i will wait.
feelings doesnt fade easily. feelings wont tell you what you supposed to be doing.
feelings tell you that i still love you and i'll wait.
you dont know how much i love you i guess. you dont know how much i'm missing you now i guess.
you dont know how important you are to me .
i wonder how have you been. i wonder this i wonder that.
i wonder if ....
my heart is breaking apart.
very soon. very very soon.
to love is easy, to forget is difficult.
i'm still thinking of you.
each and every second. . . . . .
i guess you wont want to know what happened to me. you wont want to know,
or you dont even know taht i'm still here, waiting for you.
seriously waiting.
i dont even think you know my blog. dont even know anything .

2009-06-06T22:56:00.003+08:00

heyheyhey. like i said i'll be back.
okay....
went out with huiyan today. as usual on every saturday.
went to the swimming complex at bishan with my family and huiyan.
then.. yeah. things are still okay.
saw some obsene thingy.
its like. those two iritating couples are like in the pool , and they are like, awww. they're totally in THEIR WORLD.
hahahha. okay. then...
huiyan say she's gonna post this in the blog. but i think she wouldnt, so i'll blog this.
we jay-ed walked across the road when the police is looking at us??? okay weird.
doesn't seem any thing to be proud of.
okay.. then...

had fun, went for supper, and had the 'gold class' movie in the car with huiyan, and took alot of pictures. talk to her alot too.
thats about all bah.
huiyan!!! dont forget the bet huh.
REMEMBER.!

okay.. then, yes, blah blah blah.
went home and such.
boring day. tiring day. still thinking of you.
as usual too.

ALMOST FORGOT:D THERE'S DANCE TMR. DOUBLE WOOHOO.!

2009-06-06T13:51:00.003+08:00

i love you guys! ;
puaykheng,huiyan,jeslin,lydia,chloe,crystal,claris,
kaiyiong,zhengxuan,richi,samuel,hongyang

jiayi,stella,jacqueline,huihan,and sisters.
cheerleaders as well(:

okay, i'm going out later. blog later alright? love<3

2009-06-05T21:08:00.002+08:00

MUAHAHAHHA SOME FACEBOOK NOTES.
i'm lazy to do somethings, so i've decided to do it here.
notes from SAMUEL TAN AND TAN PUAYKHENG. some TAN family :D

ABC About You Questions:
A - AVAILABLE: erm, no.
B - BIRTHDAY: 28 januart
C - CRUSHING ON: you know i know,
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: ice water.
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: friends.
F - FAVORITE SONG: currently dont have,
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Gummy bears.
H - HOMETOWN: Singapore,hougang.
I - IN LOVE WITH: someone.
J - JUGGLE: ?
K - KILLED SOMEONE: In game?
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: hmmm.. genting?
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: chocolate.
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 1.
O - ONE WISH: that he would be back?
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: jeslin.
R - REASON TO SMILE: thinking of some funny stuffs?
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD:starstruck.(i' m sick of that song.)
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP:6.30am..
U - UNDERSTANDABLE: quite.
V - VEGETABLE(S): hmm... dk.
W - WORST HABIT: being stubborn?
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: yup.
Y – YOYOS ARE: round stuffs with a string?
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: dog.

Random Questions About You:
Spell your name without vowels: shrmin tn li sin
What color do you wear most?:dark colours
Least favorite color?: depends.
What are you listening to?: nothing
Are you happy with your life right now?: now? i dont think so.
What is your favorite class in school?: none
When do you start back at school/college?: hmmm? what do you think?
Are you outgoing?: hahaha quite? yes? up to you.
Favorite pair of shoes?: any shoes thats nice:D
Where do you wish you were right now?: by his side.
THE CANS:
Can you dance? i think so. ( and i saw samuels notes: hahaha.i'm gonna see you dance.)
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: i ate cherry this morning, but i think its stupid to do that.
Can you whistle?: Nope.
Write with both hands?: yes i can( only when my left hands writing is uglier than my right hand's)
Walk with your toes curled?: ya.
THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: not really.
Do you believe in miracles?: sometimes.
Do you believe in magic?: nope.
Love at first sight?: yep
Do you believe in Satan?: No.
Do you believe in Santa?: no( grow up samuel)
Do you know how to swim?: Yah.
Do you like roller coasters?: oh yes.
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: eeewww.no.

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes.
Have you ever asked someone out?: yes.
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Yeah.
Have you ever been to the ocean?: ya.
Have you ever painted your nails?:yah.

THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside?: ? 30??
What radio station do you listen to?: 98.7?
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: some japanese buffet thingy.
What was the last thing you bought?: snacks.
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: toy story. disney channel

THE WHOS:
Who was the last person you IM'd?: IM'd?
Who was the last person you took a picture of?:not sure.
who was the last person you said I love you to?: xxxxxxx

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: like duh
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: yes.
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: does a hug counted?
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: yah.
Do you cry when you get an injury?: depends on how serious is the injury.
Do certain songs make you cry?: yes.(especially when you're thinking the lyrics with the situations you're in)

HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person?: currently not..
What can make you happy? anything.
Do you wish you were happier?:of course.
Can music make you happy?: maybe.

LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heart broken?: for the very first time.
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: yes.

LOOK AT ME.
What is your current hair color?: Black.
Current piercings?: 2 on the left, 1 on the right.
Have any tattoos?: nope.
Eye color?: black.

IN A BOY/GIRL:
Favorite eye color: black.
Short or long hair: short..
Height: taller than me.
Best clothing: something that doesnt have cartoons on them?

HAVE YOU EVER
Been to jail: No.
Mooned someone: ??
Laughed so hard you cried: yah.
Cried in school: Yah.
Thrown up in a store: Nah.
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: hmm. i guess so.
Gone skinny dipping: No.

THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke:coke
McDonald's or Burger King:macs.
Single or Group Dates: single
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Strawberries or Blueberries:strawberries
Meat or Veggies: Meat.
TV or Movie: movie.
Guitar or Drums?: guitar
Adidas or Nike: addidas
Chinese or Mexican: Chinese.
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: corn flakes.
Cake or Pie: cake.
MTV or VH1:mtv.

next:
Objective: Are you mean and sarcastic? Have you ever answered people ‘meanly’ and sarcastically? If yes, show us how mean and sarcastic you are! If no, then you should try at least once in your life with this note.

Rule: Respond to these as sarcastic as you could.
(YR stands for Your Response.)

If an annoying person says:
1) I am cute..
YR: WOW. so cute!!!!*in a sarcastic way.* get yourself a mirror dude.

2) I am the most beautiful/handsome..
YR: hmmm? i saw an elephant flying?

3) See, everyone likes me because I am rich and famous!
YR: * too famous for being ugly? or too rich to even get yourslef a plastic sugery.

4) Unlike you, I am perfectly multi-skilled. I do everything very well from sports to academic thingy..
YR: awwww... how perfect.gosh am i seeing things?*sarcastic*

5) You don’t know me? I am Bruneian artist; I have albums.
YR: oh? which sings chan ma li chan? COOL.

If an annoying pretty woman/handsome guy says:

1) I know you like me:
YR: gosh. "iloveyou"

2) What are you looking at? I am not interested in you!
YR:nah, i'm just looking at the pimple on your face.

3) Sorry, you are nice but seriously not my type!
YR: whats your type? someone that is compatible to you? pig? elephant? or hippo.

4) UNLESS you are rich, then don’t dream that I will get a ride with you!
YR: ride? where? zoo?

5) Look, I am pretty/handsome; I can make people hate you!
YR: if they hate me, i bet they hate you too.

If an annoying extremely ugly woman/man says:

1) I think you and I can make a good couple.
YR:couple? hmm, i think you're compatible with an alien.

2) May I have your cell phone number, please please please pleaseeeee?
YR: oh please please please, who wants to give you my number.

3)Hi, wanna hang out? I want you to be with me the whole night..
YR: be with you the whole night, to look for your friend in the jungle?

4) What do you like about me?
YR: your ugly face?

5) I want you to say that I am pretty/handsome and you like me sooooo much!
YR:i dont do sinful stuffs.

If your enemy says:

1) Hi bitch!
YR: oh you mean yourself?

2) You smell like shit!
YR: or is it your hair, cant you feel that the smells comes from there?

3) I know you hate me because I am much better than you!
YR:why would i hate a person with low dignity.

4) What an ugly creature you are!
YR: hmm. perhaps you should go get a mirror.

5) I am going to kick your ass in this race for sure!
YR: how do you even reach my ass. my dear, your leg is so short, and with many holes?

If your ex says:

1) I still love you..
YR: iloveyoutoo(: (if i still love him. if not, i'll just slap him)

2) I know you still love me!
YR: iloveyou like i said before.(if not,oh god. why would i ever be with you.)

3) Please, go back with me honey/hubby..
YR: yes i would ( if not, go back to? the zoo with you? nahhh)

4) Please call me..
YR: alrights(if not,call you and tell you i hate you?)

5) The break up hurts me so much..
YR: like who did it first? ( if not, it hurts me even more)

If an annoying salesperson says:

1) Wow! You are so pretty/handsome!
YR: thanks, i know. (ignores and continue with my stuffs)

2) Seriously, I used this product and look at me, I am changed!
YR: ewwww. if i really use this product, i'm gonna look like a pig~

3) We are giving a discount up to 50%!
YR: oh really? 50%? why not free?

4) This one is good sir/madam. Buy sir/madam, buy..
YR: are you my maid? hmm, dont be a sales, be my maid. its better for your future.^^

5) That product is not good; it causes pimples all over your face.
YR: oh really? why are you still using it?

*io odio lei,mi amore.

2009-06-05T18:17:00.003+08:00

heyhey.
things are still the same i guess.
june holidays are like so busy~
so many things to do. okay

went to stella house first , finished the fila chart.
then went to meet up with chloe,richi and hongyang.
kaiyiong and zhengxuan then came along and such.
hmm. tiiring monday.
then went out with zhengxuan,kaiyiong,richi and chloe to catch monster vs aliens.
you're still everywhere i see. ):
then yeah. had fun and laughter?
went for japanese buffet with my family, things are getting better cause we talked things out/
but all i want is still you.D:

wasnt feeling well for the whole day including today. i feel so weak and all.
fever, fever fever.
its driving me nuts.

met up with crystal,brian,nigel for breakfast at macs...:D
outings soon i guess>.< size="1">3377425,
iloveyou. i still do.
i'm willing to wait.but. i really really wish you will..
you're everywhere i see. totally everywhere.
all i think of is you.

2009-06-01T00:32:00.003+08:00

hey guys. i'm back.
and. yeah. currently feeling kinda pissed off.
just came back from malaysia trip, all i did there was sleep. so yeahh..
oh yeah. cheer leading:D it was great.
heres the video

all i can say is, GREEN HAWKS CHEER LEADERS, YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME!
really had fun during the practices and such although is very tiring la. but overall, great job guys.
form last year till now. really got improvement eh..
thanks huiyan for taking the video too:D
miss cheer leading(:
so.. in other words, we counted as second for cheer leading, as kites and falcons score is a tie
:D
my sexy had really done so much too:D
really had lots of fun with all seniors and the cheer leaders:D

its been like. so long without you....
maybe you wouldn't know how much i need you.
but.. all i want to say since from the very starting.
i really need you.

2009-05-26T21:29:00.004+08:00

quotes for today:
"Forget the times he walked by, Forget the times he made you cry, Forget the times he spoke your name, Remember now your not the same. Forget the times he held your hand, Forget the sweet things if you can, Forget the times & Don't pretend, Remember now he's just your friend."
which i wont be .cause i know, its a never ever.

especially for you .

bad news.
really bad..
hey there. if you even know my blog and ever come to it, read this.
its especially for you.
i'm sorry that i cant be with you to sort out the feelings with you.
and i dont know what problems you have.
but, you really gimme hopes. high hopes. that you would be back.
you know,? i may be thinking bout you all day, thinking if you would be back.
but, it gives my hopes. that you would be back.
i've told you before. i would be WORST then what i am that day. and what kind of shit i have in return?
knowing that you wont be back. BUT, you're still everywhere.
please tell me, how do you forget a person? Do you think that forgetting someone is as easy as you think it is?
moving on,it may be. thinking bout you, it will be. loving you, it must be.
i may be mean. but. many questions pop up in my mind.
-why are you so cruel? i've said i would be with you. NO MATTER WHAT.
-why do you still giving me hopes? it really makes me GOING TO BE END OF THE WORLD. ... TRUST ME, ITS REALLY WORST.

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i'm really disappointed. really am.
CANT YOU SIMPLY SEE HOW IMPORTANT YOU ARE TO ME?!
CANT YOU JUST SIMPLY SEE THAT, I NEED YOU BY MY SIDE?!
CANT YOU SEE THAT I'M SUFFERING FROM DEPRESSION AND THIS IS TIME I NEED YOU MOST BUT YOU LEFT ME.MANY PROBLEMS HAPPENING AND WHAT NOW? GIVING ME HOPES AND JUST IT WENT LIKE...BOOM. HOPES GONE.forever.
CANT YOU SEE THAT I MEAN WHAT I SAY THAT I LOVEYOU FOREVER ITS TRUE?!

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sorry but to say, i cant be friends with you.
you should know. you should understand how i'm should be like.
i'm a stubborn person, ..
stubborn till i cry over for you like i cant even count. stubborn till , when i know i should be giving up.
but yet giving myself so much confidence THAT YOU SAID YOU WOULD BE BACK.

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you should know. my feelings towards you wound never ever fade.
i'll still be waiting for you.you may think that, you're not worth to be love by me.
i love who i love.

its all i can say.you know how hard i've tried forgetting someone especially you?
i'm on this rope.you're the one hanging me around. and now you wanted me to let go.
and you asked me to hang on to this rope again. so i hung down there. using a hand. i've no strength . but whenever i think that you would be back there to pull me up again.. i carried even more strength using one hand holding on to the rope.
you push me back again. now i have no hands to hold on. but my heart is still with the rope.
holding on to it. wishing and hoping, you would pull me along with you. with my heart that is loving you. always. this would be my ending for this story. iloveyou. always,.

io odio lei, mi amore

2009-05-24T22:55:00.003+08:00

Quotes for today:
"If You Really Love Something Set It Free.
If It Comes Back It's Yours, If Not It Wasn't Meant To Be"

today was great. very fun(:
hais... i just.... idk what to say already.
disappointed la.
very weird feeling....

its like.. so long already.
and i wonder how are you..
it really makes my heart beat like crazy just now.
i'm sad.. yes i am. hoping and wishing you were here for me now. hearing all my stuffs.
sobbing everything to you.
you know i'm still waiting for you.

love, puaykheng,huiyan.jeslin,chloe,lydia,richi,kaiyiong,samuel,zhengxuan.

imy

2009-05-23T14:06:00.002+08:00

quotes for today :

"Love Is Like Quicksand:
The Deeper You Fall In It The Harder It Is To Get Out"

heyhey. back from the sentosa trip.

the coolest thing is, i slept on the platform, in the tunnel!! in underwater world.

hahaha. it was so normal.. cause it was a tiring day.. i just see like.. stingrays and sharks belly's ( in white) swimming around. cause it is like totally dark...

you cant see a thing.

it was cold there too. the food sucks of course. and i'm like craving for nuggets for the whole day.

hahaha! watched the song of the see.. it was totally cool.. but the plot.. i can say its, childish. haha.

so... drama mama.

okay then the next day, went to interact with the dolphins. pink one. so yeahh something like that.

tiring day ~

imissyou where ever i am.

where ever i go.

i'm really afraid that you wont be back.

cause i know i need you .

2009-05-19T19:28:00.003+08:00

Quotes for today:

"If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you.
If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you, but I did, I do and I will."

i cant stop crying.
tears just roll down like not even knowing that it is.
the absence of you is making me going crazy.
you know i really miss you like hell????
like really really miss you.
people tend to wonder too.
please. dont make me upset.... if you know what i mean....
yes. you. i miss you.

*theres no more graph.

2009-05-18T19:39:00.005+08:00

Quotes for today:
"Who do you turn to when the only person who can stop you from crying is the one who is making you cry?"

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONGYANG!
may all wishes come true.:D

i've finally got the answer that you doesnt know.
and i've know what it is. And i know what i'm gonna do.

ITRUSTYOU. - I do, I did. I am.
ILOVEYOU. - I do, I did. I am. *like i said. i'll always loveyou.
IMISSYOU. - I am.
IWANTYOU.- I do, I did. I wish i had you.
INEEDYOU. - I do,I did, I need badly.

dont ever make me dissapointed.i've given you my whole heart. dont break it . again.
我想通了。我会等待。但，你千千万万不要让我失望。
因为后果不只是我现在这样子。而是比我现在这样还来得10倍。

或许，只能默默地等待，带这一点心理准备。告诉自己，what if....
i duno what i'm gonna do. without you.

* the uninvited.

2009-05-17T21:53:00.005+08:00

heyhey....
went out for dance as usual, after meeting up with huiyan...
and i ended up two blue blacks on my knee each.
yeah ouch....
but it was REAL TIRING. i mean really am ....
the first time that i felt so tiring.
okays .. then dance dance dance...
daddy fetch me to hougang to meet richi and ky for a movie. we watched the uninvited.
was freaking out and .....( i wish you were there D: )
haha. oh!!!! i saw daddy ... not setting a very good example. D:
was very shocked and upset about it.
dont really wanna say..

conclusion: i really had fun and it really makes me stop thinking about him.
thanks richi and ky:D you two are my besties:D

okays. then carry on..
you know i missed you like hell.
i cant text you just like a friend. cause i know there's this feeling telling me that,
you're no longer mine.
i will wait. seriously will.
but . please do come back. i need you.
i miss you so much....
i cherish you.do you?

facebook notes.
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: apple tea
2. Last phone call: daddy.
3. Last text message: mummy

4. Last song you listened to: stuck in love with each other. (akon and shontella)
5. Last time you cried: Now. i miss you liek hell.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yeah.
7. Been cheated on: what do you mean by cheating.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: never.
9. Lost someone special: i did.
10. Been depressed: YES.
11. Been drunk and threw up: No.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. White
13. black
14. sliver

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yes.
16. Fallen out of love: yes.
17. Laughed until you cried: Yes.
18. Met someone who changed you: yes.
19. Found out who your true friends were: not really yet.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: YES.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: hmm.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: hmm.. all?
23. How many kids do you want to have: i'm not a swine:D
24. Do you have any pets: yeap.
25. Do you want to change your name: maybe.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: beach?
27. What time did you wake up today: 10.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: crying.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for:answers.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: she's in the living room.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: have my love always.
32. What are you listening to right now:paula deanda- easy.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: i have no friend that named tom.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Nothing,im enjoying my show.
35. Most visited webpage: my blog.
36. Whats your real name: shermaine tan li sin.
37. Nicknames:idk.
38. Relationship Status: Single.
39. Zodiac sign: dog.
40. Male or female?: Female.
41. Elementary?: Holy Innocents'.
42. Middle School?: Holy Innocents'.
43. High school/college?:Currently none.
44. Hair colour: Black
45. Long or short: Shoulder length.
46. Height: 160cm.
47. Do you have a crush on someone?:no. but i love someone..
48: What do you like about yourself?: depends.
49. Piercings: Ears.
50. Tattoos: ouch. never. i think.
51. Righty or lefty: Righty.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: None.
53. First piercing: p3
54. First best friend: puaykheng.
55. First sport you joined: not sure.
56. First vacation: australlia
58. First pair of trainers:what ?!

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Nothing.
60. Drinking: Nothing.
61. I'm about to: eat.
62. Listening to:the song.
63. Waiting on: my supper.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: Most probably.
65. Get Married?: depends.
66. Career?: money money money.
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes definitely.
68. Hugs or kisses: can i have both?
69. Shorter or taller: Taller,not too tall too.
70. Older or Younger: Younger.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both.
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: None.
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: No.
77. Drank hard liquor: Maybe.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: YEA.
79. Sex on first date: No.
80. Broken someone's heart: not sure.
82. Been arrested: by?!
83. Turned someone down: Yes.
84. Cried when someone died: Yes.
85. Fallen for a friend?: Yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: hmmm?
87. Miracles: Sometimes.
88. Love at first sight: Yes.
89. Heaven: Depends.
90. Santa Claus: yes. WHEN I WAS LIKE 3 OR 4.
91. Kiss on the first date: No.
92. Angels: Sometimes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: never,
95. Did you sing today?: Yes.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: No.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: the nice memories.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: One of the holidays.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?:yes.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: like DUH~

Quotes for today:
"A Million Words Would Not Bring You Back,I Know Because I've Tried.Neither Would A Million Tears,I Know Because I've Cried."

*you're everywhere i see.

2009-05-16T13:57:00.005+08:00

hey hello there. you know i miss you?
like hell?
no matter how hard i've tried,
no matter how tired i am, there's always you on my mind.
i'm missing you like hell. i need you like hell.
you're totally everywhere i see.
where ever i see....
mybaby, iloveyou. imissyou.
i cant stop thinking bout you.

please... come back.

Quotes for today:
"There is one pain I often feel which you will never know because it is caused by the absence of you."

some facebook notes:D
1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
No of course not.

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
Just? about a few hours ago.

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
defintely no.

4. DO YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND? IF NO, WOULD YOU WANT ONE?
my answer is, i want him back.

5. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
why not?!

6. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Yes.

7. HOW DO YOU WANT YOUR LIFE TO BE IN A COUPLE OF YEARS? (REALISTICALLY PLEASE)
happy,rich,peaceful,and of course to be with the one i love
8. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
erm.. maybe.
9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
anything that taste good

10. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
what for?! i mean.. its so troublesome.
11. WOULD YOU MOVE AGAIN?
Yeap. my daddy say so:D

12. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
their face? body?

13. RED OR PINK?
Red.

14. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
not sure.
15. WHAT DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
i miss those times

16. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
XXXXXXX

17. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
hmm.. if they want to.
18. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?
black
19. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
refreshner sound??

20. WHAT ANNOYS YOU THE MOST?
some bitches or sluts

21. FAVORITE SMELLS?
my blanky:D

22. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
huiyan

23. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
ILOVEDARDAR.

24. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
Volleyball.

25. HAIR COLOR?
Black.

26. EYE COLOR?
Black.

27. DO YOU HAVE ANY MAJOR REGRETS?
not majour. but there are regrets.

28. FAVORITE FOOD?
strawberry? i mean fruits. but its counted as food yah..

29. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
happy endings:D

30. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED, AND WITH WHOM?
fast and furious 4 with huiyan(:

31. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
white.

32. SUMMER OR WINTER?
hmm.. both!

33. HUGS OR KISSES?
depends with who. hugs and kisses with the one i love:D

34. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND WHEN..?
they said "shermaine"

35. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND WHEN..?
those who i dont like?

36. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
i dont read books. previously, the bully. (for lit)

37. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
haha. mickey mouse and minnie mouse:D

38. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
W.Q.Y.L

39. WHAT LITTLE THING MAKES YOU HAPPY?
anything that makes me happy.

40. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
Kim Bum! zac effron.

41. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
australlia

42. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
what do you mean by special talent

43. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Singapore,hospital,glenegals

44. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
XXXXXXX

45. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER?
class??

*Cause you say so. didn't you?

2009-05-15T12:56:00.003+08:00

Quotes of today:
My Heart Was Taken By You, Broken By You And Now Is In Pieces Because Of You"

idk. its just very sudden.
i cant stop thinking about you.
thats i know.
i really really miss you so.

my baby,

i miss saying iloveyou. i miss hearing iloveyou. imissyou

*i'm afraid...

2009-05-14T19:17:00.003+08:00

heyhey...
changed my blogskin. and yeah . i've no mood to post about what happen today and all.
but all i can say is...
i'm really afraid . oh. yes i am afraid.

quotes of today:
"The First Time I Saw You I Knew It Was True. That I'd Love You Forever And That's What I'll Do. You Don't Know What You Do To Me, You Don't Have A Clue. You Don't Know What It's Like To Be Me Looking At You. Cause you dont know how much i miss you."

2009-05-13T19:20:00.001+08:00

Quotes of the day;
"I was reborn when you first kissed me. Part of me died when you left me. But now I still live, waiting for the day you return to me."

2009-05-07T14:32:00.001+08:00

-the end-

2009-05-05T21:35:00.002+08:00

i miss you,

thanks chloe,richi,kaiyiong,zhengxuan:D

*ineedyou.

2009-05-05T20:32:00.002+08:00

heyhey people.
had fun after school together with kaiyiong zhengxuan and huiyan:D
we went to do art at zhengxuan house.
cant really decide what to do.
and in the end i end up with doing the insects.
and all i can say is, i'm totally bored.
i've nothing to do.
and guess what?
just.... nothing special.
but i dear somebody, i wanna things to be back where it used to be.):

2009-05-04T20:31:00.001+08:00

只有这样才能让我把空虚的感觉收回。♥/

iloveyou, my besties:D
thanks for being there when i need you guys most.

2009-05-04T18:21:00.005+08:00

HEYHEYHEY.
today is a total bore in school.
although there's much of our free time, i still find it sleepy and all.
hmm... just about that...
science we went to do some experiment.
hahahhaha! it was so fun back then.
was sitting together with jeslin , then zhengxuan and hongyang.
at the same bench.
and during the practical, i broke the test tube.
and after a few mins, zhengxuan broke his test tube. cant really stop laughing:D
and guess what?
the test tube is only like 50 cents.
its like wtf?!
hahahaha!

baby, i miss you.

Madagascar Penguins

this is so funny and cute. it works by cheering people up yeah!

*starstruck.

2009-05-03T20:29:00.002+08:00

heyheyhey people~
yeap as usual, went for luch with my family then dance.
slept late last night. haha.
and yeap. went to dance.
reached there early, saw bruce back then.
it was like basically recap on what we did for the past 3 days.
cause there's new student and that girl didnt come for dance.
and guess what? her reason is just so simple.cause i dont want to come ma
hahaha. okays anyway, danced, and had so much fun with the floor moves.
we even went to put mats on the floor cause not wearing long pants.
but it end up more painful cause cant really slide on the mats. (there's friction:D)
hahaha. okays then just like that, skiped the part where we have to dance on the floor.
oh yeah! was crapping and all with claris as usual, really had so much much laughter for that 1 hour plus. that is the time where i can forget everything.
dance used to be fun too.

anyway after dance, went out with huiyan again:D
went to amk hub and watched fast and furious 4.
hmm... cant really concentrate though.
kept thinking of some stuffs.

currently dont feel good... just.... i feel so empty. dont ask why. cause i dont even know what i'm thinking.

3 cheers to myself.
我想念，我挂念你。

* Be with you.

2009-05-02T14:05:00.002+08:00

Be with you.
WilberPan feat. Akon.
Chinese lyrics and rap by: Wilber.
English lyrics by : Akon.

I know they wanna come and separate us
but they can't do us nothin
Your the one I want and Im a continue lovin
Cause your considered wify
and Im considered husband
And Im a always be there for you
我不管你用任何眼光看我我都不会选择放弃
我要坚持到底忽略那些冷言冷语
爱是如此珍贵值得我们彼此相信
两颗心才越靠越近
And no one knows
Why Im into you
Cause you'll never know
what its like to walk in our shoes
没人会懂是我们的梦
懂再多困难只要牵手就变得不同
Thats why we'll break through

And I dont care what they say
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
我不在乎怎么做
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you

Seems like every day that go by
things are gettin harder
Want to be the one that
give you the whole enchilada
Cause I know what my baby like,
I lean you on that Prada
You aint got to match with the shoes
我知道每一次的沟通就会让我爱你更多
跟一次的拥抱温暖让我不再怯懦
爱是真实的触摸美好或相同
Keepin it always true
And no one knows
What Im into you
Cause you'll never know
what its like to walk in our shoes
没人会懂是我们的梦
懂再多困难只要牵手就变得不同
Thats why we'll break through

And I dont care what they say
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
我不在乎怎么做
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you

You are everything in my life
see the joy you bring
And aint no one I compare you to
And I know that you will never
walk away from me no matter what
And thats why I plan to
do the same thing for you
And I want you to know

And I dont care what they say
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
我不在乎怎么做
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you
我不在乎怎么做
I wanna be with you
我不在乎怎么做
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you

2009-05-01T21:03:00.000+08:00

& WOW. i didn't know you're like that.

*thanks

2009-05-01T19:22:00.004+08:00

alright there. went to do art and tralalalala. end up did not do anything.
its like grrrh. what a day(: we didn't know what to do.
had so much fun back then. there's this crazy man which made me laugh non stop thanks to them lah<3.
seriously can see that you guys are trying to cheer me up.thanks(:
cant stop thinking and all. should i know the truth or not. is up to myself. and how i could trust the person.

sorry baby, i know i've been kinda weird this few days.
me loveyou.

*when i need you most.

2009-04-30T20:00:00.003+08:00

heyhey people.
not going to post much today. Cause nothing much.
i want to say that, i did nothing wrong and you have non of the rights to say me.
stop hurting my friends.. Dont jump into any conclusion.

And to one of my friend:
i choose to believe you cause i know you always a great friend to me.
i believe that you wont be so harsh and mean.
if you really hate me or something....
Who's the one that talks to you when i find out that you're being ps.
Who's the one tha pei you?
think about it. alrights?
cause i really love you. and i do treat you as my best friend.

i'm like super angry and sad. and i duno what to do.
but anyway, thanks for cheering me up and all ; dardar,huiyan,jeslin,chloe,richi,samuel,kaiyiong,zhengxuan<3

*a gift from me to you.

2009-04-28T21:54:00.004+08:00

hey there(:
if there's still hope,
i'll give you this. i mean it. really .

*dissappointment.

2009-04-28T18:09:00.002+08:00

heyhey people.
today
went to school as per normal and sat for the chinese test.
was really pissed by then. its like. grrrrh.
hate to write la.
anyway, met up with puaykheng and huiyan just now and went home to study.
i mean really study
oh well, study till half way was talking about some childhood memories and all.
and i can say this ; huiyan wasted her childhood(:
haha jk only .
was laughing and crapping too(:
started to talk? which is like raelly deep down feelings?
after all the talking and such, i really think that, i have somesort of same character as my dar.
which is like totally we're too stubborn.
after everything, i can see that, all of us really don't feel okay especially huiyan.
being the one that is so hard for her.
cheer up guys(: whatever its meant to be it will be.(: iloveyou.

conclusion for today; trust is the golden key of friendship, and all kinds of relationships.

yesterday;
YESTERDAY WAS CRAP.
i think only some of them knew what happen(: thanks all of you.
just, idk what to say about this, but i really feel so stupid and all to wait.
as in really wait. but nothing eventually i've gotten.
just, it was just so fine till then.

-END-

*seventeen again.

2009-04-26T22:30:00.002+08:00

heyheyhey people!
yeah as usual on sundays, went for luch, then dance.
was texting clayton and kaiyiong back then.
okays tralalalala. went for dance?
dance was like damn cool and it went out smoothly.:D
same old reasons of course.
haha. nikko was like craving for chicken rice while we were dancing.
oh yeah, i reached there like super damn early.
loiter around and so.

went to meet with huiyan and go to vivo to watch seventeen again:D
its like so damn funny. its a GREAT show.
haha me and huiyan was like laughing at the parts which is suppose to be sad and all.
its really funny, after the whole movie and all. me and huiyan started to be damn hua chi.
went home, and on the way home something funny happen.
a crazy old man was poining at the mrt's door asking it to open. stupid enough.

alrights, enough of crapping....
thanks alrights? i mean really, chloe,kaiyiong,richi,huiyan,<3

*boys over flowers.

2009-04-25T18:07:00.012+08:00

heyhey people!
hais. didn't slep well these few days.
so yeah partly of the consrtuction going on and partly personal....

saturdays are always so boring. so decided to watch some drama.:

awww. isn't he cute?

yes its him. so cute right?

oopsy, don't get the wrong idea. its him not him~

yeah its him.

hahaha. currently watching boys over flowers, a korean drama.
this is the first korean drama i ever watch???? as i said, waiting is a waste of time. so i may just getalive and watch some dramas.
ratting for this drama is hmm... 4/5?
its really a nice drama. But too fairytale i mean.
there's isn't such things as, prince and princesses love story in the reality.
haha.(:
watching up till episode 6 now.
19 more to go(:
but exams are coming. got to work hard also.

So Yi Jung is the cutest man.:D
haha. actually this drama was recommended by my dar.
so i've decided to watch. haha guess what?
we chosen the same guy that we think that he's good looking/ HOT.
okays.. i've gtg. enough of crapping about him.

dear somebody,
i want everything to be back asap.

*the tralalalalas

2009-04-24T21:03:00.005+08:00

heyhey..:D
went to school as usual?
then school is like so boring?
the sports carnival stuffs. haha.
had so much talking with lydia i guess?

so decided to draw some weird weird stuffs:D
so i draw it during science and english lesson.
cool though. bio is total bore. english.. hmm...
its just nothing to do with the subject.
so is the teacher of course. she just basically can't control the class:D
anyway, i really wanna thank kaiyiong and dar dar.:D
thanks for being there all the time. and of course,
richi,jeslin,and all the sisters:D
loveyah guys like hell.

okayokay. enough of crapping.
mid year exam is coming soon.
real soon i guess. anyway, currently chatting with puaykheng ,kaiyiong and richi:D
so boring right? lots of shows i don't have time to watch.(:

awww. i love my master art piece:D ain't they cute?

*thanks.

2009-04-23T15:16:00.004+08:00

heyhey.
school is of course boring. went to school? hahahhaa!
hahahha. had literature test today...
then was thinking of staying back for maths.
but in the end never. cause chang poo joo was not here yet.
and the weather is so damn freaking hot.
i wanna my air-con and bed:D
then, went home?

i wanna thank alot of people(:
puaykheng
jeslin
beejin
richi
kaiyiong
samuel

thanks guys:D me loveyou.
thanks for being there for me(:

recalling back, how fortunate you are.
the in-betweens, is like i'm gonna be at the highest, yet the end of the world.
thinking now, how fortunate we are.
the future, is unpredictable.