Tuesday, May 26, 2009

quotes for today:
"Forget the times he walked by, Forget the times he made you cry, Forget the times he spoke your name, Remember now your not the same. Forget the times he held your hand, Forget the sweet things if you can, Forget the times & Don't pretend, Remember now he's just your friend."
which i wont be .cause i know, its a never ever.

especially for you .

bad news.
really bad..
hey there. if you even know my blog and ever come to it, read this.
its especially for you.
i'm sorry that i cant be with you to sort out the feelings with you.
and i dont know what problems you have.
but, you really gimme hopes. high hopes. that you would be back.
you know,? i may be thinking bout you all day, thinking if you would be back.
but, it gives my hopes. that you would be back.
i've told you before. i would be WORST then what i am that day. and what kind of shit i have in return?
knowing that you wont be back. BUT, you're still everywhere.
please tell me, how do you forget a person? Do you think that forgetting someone is as easy as you think it is?
moving on,it may be. thinking bout you, it will be. loving you, it must be.
i may be mean. but. many questions pop up in my mind.
-why are you so cruel? i've said i would be with you. NO MATTER WHAT.
-why do you still giving me hopes? it really makes me GOING TO BE END OF THE WORLD. ... TRUST ME, ITS REALLY WORST.

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Quotes for today:
"If You Really Love Something Set It Free.
If It Comes Back It's Yours, If Not It Wasn't Meant To Be"


today was great. very fun(:
hais... i just.... idk what to say already.
disappointed la.
very weird feeling....


its like.. so long already.
and i wonder how are you..
it really makes my heart beat like crazy just now.
i'm sad.. yes i am. hoping and wishing you were here for me now. hearing all my stuffs.
sobbing everything to you.
you know i'm still waiting for you.





love, puaykheng,huiyan.jeslin,chloe,lydia,richi,kaiyiong,samuel,zhengxuan.

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Quotes for today:

"If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you.
If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you, but I did, I do and I will."



i cant stop crying.
tears just roll down like not even knowing that it is.
the absence of you is making me going crazy.
you know i really miss you like hell????
like really really miss you.
people tend to wonder too.
please. dont make me upset.... if you know what i mean....
yes. you. i miss you.

Monday, May 18, 2009

Quotes for today:
"Who do you turn to when the only person who can stop you from crying is the one who is making you cry?"


HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONGYANG!
may all wishes come true.:D


i've finally got the answer that you doesnt know.
and i've know what it is. And i know what i'm gonna do.


ITRUSTYOU. - I do, I did. I am.
ILOVEYOU. - I do, I did. I am. *like i said. i'll always loveyou.
IMISSYOU. - I am.
IWANTYOU.- I do, I did. I wish i had you.
INEEDYOU. - I do,I did, I need badly.


dont ever make me dissapointed.i've given you my whole heart. dont break it . again.
我想通了。 我会等待。但， 你千千万万不要让我失望。
因为后果不只是我现在这样子。而是比我现在这样还来得10倍。

或许，只能默默地等待，带这一点心理准备。告诉自己，what if....
i duno what i'm gonna do. without you.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

heyhey....
went out for dance as usual, after meeting up with huiyan...
and i ended up two blue blacks on my knee each.
yeah ouch....
but it was REAL TIRING. i mean really am ....
the first time that i felt so tiring.
okays .. then dance dance dance...
daddy fetch me to hougang to meet richi and ky for a movie. we watched the uninvited.
was freaking out and .....( i wish you were there D: )
haha. oh!!!! i saw daddy ... not setting a very good example. D:
was very shocked and upset about it.
dont really wanna say..



conclusion: i really had fun and it really makes me stop thinking about him.
thanks richi and ky:D you two are my besties:D


okays. then carry on..
you know i missed you like hell.
i cant text you just like a friend. cause i know there's this feeling telling me that,
you're no longer mine.
i will wait. seriously will.
but . please do come back. i need you.
i miss you so much....
i cherish you.do you?

facebook notes.
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: apple tea
2. Last phone call: daddy.
3. Last text message: mummy

4. Last song you listened to: stuck in love with each other. (akon and shontella)
5. Last time you cried: Now. i miss you liek hell.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yeah.
7. Been cheated on: what do you mean by cheating.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: never.
9. Lost someone special: i did.
10. Been depressed: YES.
11. Been drunk and threw up: No.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. White
13. black
14. sliver

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yes.
16. Fallen out of love: yes.
17. Laughed until you cried: Yes.
18. Met someone who changed you: yes.
19. Found out who your true friends were: not really yet.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: YES.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: hmm.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: hmm.. all?
23. How many kids do you want to have: i'm not a swine:D
24. Do you have any pets: yeap.
25. Do you want to change your name: maybe.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: beach?
27. What time did you wake up today: 10.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: crying.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for:answers.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: she's in the living room.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: have my love always.
32. What are you listening to right now:paula deanda- easy.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: i have no friend that named tom.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Nothing,im enjoying my show.
35. Most visited webpage: my blog.
36. Whats your real name: shermaine tan li sin.
37. Nicknames:idk.
38. Relationship Status: Single.
39. Zodiac sign: dog.
40. Male or female?: Female.
41. Elementary?: Holy Innocents'.
42. Middle School?: Holy Innocents'.
43. High school/college?:Currently none.
44. Hair colour: Black
45. Long or short: Shoulder length.
46. Height: 160cm.
47. Do you have a crush on someone?:no. but i love someone..
48: What do you like about yourself?: depends.
49. Piercings: Ears.
50. Tattoos: ouch. never. i think.
51. Righty or lefty: Righty.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: None.
53. First piercing: p3
54. First best friend: puaykheng.
55. First sport you joined: not sure.
56. First vacation: australlia
58. First pair of trainers:what ?!

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Nothing.
60. Drinking: Nothing.
61. I'm about to: eat.
62. Listening to:the song.
63. Waiting on: my supper.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: Most probably.
65. Get Married?: depends.
66. Career?: money money money.
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes definitely.
68. Hugs or kisses: can i have both?
69. Shorter or taller: Taller,not too tall too.
70. Older or Younger: Younger.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both.
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: None.
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: No.
77. Drank hard liquor: Maybe.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: YEA.
79. Sex on first date: No.
80. Broken someone's heart: not sure.
82. Been arrested: by?!
83. Turned someone down: Yes.
84. Cried when someone died: Yes.
85. Fallen for a friend?: Yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: hmmm?
87. Miracles: Sometimes.
88. Love at first sight: Yes.
89. Heaven: Depends.
90. Santa Claus: yes. WHEN I WAS LIKE 3 OR 4.
91. Kiss on the first date: No.
92. Angels: Sometimes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: never,
95. Did you sing today?: Yes.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: No.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: the nice memories.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: One of the holidays.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?:yes.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: like DUH~

Quotes for today:
"A Million Words Would Not Bring You Back,I Know Because I've Tried.Neither Would A Million Tears,I Know Because I've Cried."

Saturday, May 16, 2009

hey hello there. you know i miss you?
like hell?
no matter how hard i've tried,
no matter how tired i am, there's always you on my mind.
i'm missing you like hell. i need you like hell.
you're totally everywhere i see.
where ever i see....
mybaby, iloveyou. imissyou.
i cant stop thinking bout you.


please... come back.








Quotes for today:
"There is one pain I often feel which you will never know because it is caused by the absence of you."





some facebook notes:D
1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
No of course not.

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
Just? about a few hours ago.

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
defintely no.

4. DO YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND? IF NO, WOULD YOU WANT ONE?
my answer is, i want him back.

5. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
why not?!

6. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Yes.

7. HOW DO YOU WANT YOUR LIFE TO BE IN A COUPLE OF YEARS? (REALISTICALLY PLEASE)
happy,rich,peaceful,and of course to be with the one i love
8. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
erm.. maybe.
9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
anything that taste good

10. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
what for?! i mean.. its so troublesome.
11. WOULD YOU MOVE AGAIN?
Yeap. my daddy say so:D

12. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
their face? body?

13. RED OR PINK?
Red.

14. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
not sure.
15. WHAT DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
i miss those times

16. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
XXXXXXX

17. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
hmm.. if they want to.
18. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?
black
19. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
refreshner sound??

20. WHAT ANNOYS YOU THE MOST?
some bitches or sluts

21. FAVORITE SMELLS?
my blanky:D

22. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
huiyan

23. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
ILOVEDARDAR.

24. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
Volleyball.

25. HAIR COLOR?
Black.

26. EYE COLOR?
Black.

27. DO YOU HAVE ANY MAJOR REGRETS?
not majour. but there are regrets.

28. FAVORITE FOOD?
strawberry? i mean fruits. but its counted as food yah..

29. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
happy endings:D

30. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED, AND WITH WHOM?
fast and furious 4 with huiyan(:

31. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
white.

32. SUMMER OR WINTER?
hmm.. both!

33. HUGS OR KISSES?
depends with who. hugs and kisses with the one i love:D

34. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND WHEN..?
they said "shermaine"

35. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND WHEN..?
those who i dont like?

36. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
i dont read books. previously, the bully. (for lit)

37. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
haha. mickey mouse and minnie mouse:D

38. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
W.Q.Y.L

39. WHAT LITTLE THING MAKES YOU HAPPY?
anything that makes me happy.

40. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
Kim Bum! zac effron.

41. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
australlia

42. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
what do you mean by special talent

43. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Singapore,hospital,glenegals

44. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
XXXXXXX

45. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER?
class??

Friday, May 15, 2009

Quotes of today:
My Heart Was Taken By You, Broken By You And Now Is In Pieces Because Of You"



idk. its just very sudden.
i cant stop thinking about you.
thats i know.
i really really miss you so.


my baby,


i miss saying iloveyou. i miss hearing iloveyou. imissyou

Thursday, May 14, 2009

heyhey...
changed my blogskin. and yeah . i've no mood to post about what happen today and all.
but all i can say is...
i'm really afraid . oh. yes i am afraid.








quotes of today:
"The First Time I Saw You I Knew It Was True. That I'd Love You Forever And That's What I'll Do. You Don't Know What You Do To Me, You Don't Have A Clue. You Don't Know What It's Like To Be Me Looking At You. Cause you dont know how much i miss you."

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Quotes of the day;
"I was reborn when you first kissed me. Part of me died when you left me. But now I still live, waiting for the day you return to me."

Thursday, May 7, 2009

-the end-

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

i miss you,





thanks chloe,richi,kaiyiong,zhengxuan:D



heyhey people.
had fun after school together with kaiyiong zhengxuan and huiyan:D
we went to do art at zhengxuan house.
cant really decide what to do.
and in the end i end up with doing the insects.
and all i can say is, i'm totally bored.
i've nothing to do.
and guess what?
just.... nothing special.
but i dear somebody, i wanna things to be back where it used to be.):

Monday, May 4, 2009

只有这样才能让我把空虚的感觉收回。♥/


iloveyou, my besties:D
thanks for being there when i need you guys most.




HEYHEYHEY.
today is a total bore in school.
although there's much of our free time, i still find it sleepy and all.
hmm... just about that...
science we went to do some experiment.
hahahhaha! it was so fun back then.
was sitting together with jeslin , then zhengxuan and hongyang.
at the same bench.
and during the practical, i broke the test tube.
and after a few mins, zhengxuan broke his test tube. cant really stop laughing:D
and guess what?
the test tube is only like 50 cents.
its like wtf?!
hahahaha!


baby, i miss you.

Madagascar Penguins

this is so funny and cute. it works by cheering people up yeah!

Sunday, May 3, 2009

heyheyhey people~
yeap as usual, went for luch with my family then dance.
slept late last night. haha.
and yeap. went to dance.
reached there early, saw bruce back then.
it was like basically recap on what we did for the past 3 days.
cause there's new student and that girl didnt come for dance.
and guess what? her reason is just so simple.cause i dont want to come ma
hahaha. okays anyway, danced, and had so much fun with the floor moves.
we even went to put mats on the floor cause not wearing long pants.
but it end up more painful cause cant really slide on the mats. (there's friction:D)
hahaha. okays then just like that, skiped the part where we have to dance on the floor.
oh yeah! was crapping and all with claris as usual, really had so much much laughter for that 1 hour plus. that is the time where i can forget everything.
dance used to be fun too.

anyway after dance, went out with huiyan again:D
went to amk hub and watched fast and furious 4.
hmm... cant really concentrate though.
kept thinking of some stuffs.

currently dont feel good... just.... i feel so empty. dont ask why. cause i dont even know what i'm thinking.

3 cheers to myself.
我想念，我挂念你。

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Be with you.
WilberPan feat. Akon.
Chinese lyrics and rap by: Wilber.
English lyrics by : Akon.




I know they wanna come and separate us
but they can't do us nothin
Your the one I want and Im a continue lovin
Cause your considered wify
and Im considered husband
And Im a always be there for you
我不管你用任何眼光看我 我都不会选择放弃
我要坚持到底 忽略那些冷言冷语
爱是如此珍贵 值得我们彼此相信
两颗心才越靠越近
And no one knows
Why Im into you
Cause you'll never know
what its like to walk in our shoes
没人会懂 是我们的梦
懂再多困难只要牵手 就变得不同
Thats why we'll break through

And I dont care what they say
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
我不在乎怎么做
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you

Seems like every day that go by
things are gettin harder
Want to be the one that
give you the whole enchilada
Cause I know what my baby like,
I lean you on that Prada
You aint got to match with the shoes
我知道每一次的沟通 就会让我爱你更多
跟一次的拥抱 温暖让我不再怯懦
爱是真实的触摸 美好或相同
Keepin it always true
And no one knows
What Im into you
Cause you'll never know
what its like to walk in our shoes
没人会懂 是我们的梦
懂再多困难只要牵手 就变得不同
Thats why we'll break through

And I dont care what they say
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
我不在乎 怎么做
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you

You are everything in my life
see the joy you bring
And aint no one I compare you to
And I know that you will never
walk away from me no matter what
And thats why I plan to
do the same thing for you
And I want you to know

And I dont care what they say
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
我不在乎 怎么做
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you
我不在乎 怎么做
I wanna be with you
我不在乎 怎么做
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you

Friday, May 1, 2009

& WOW. i didn't know you're like that.


alright there. went to do art and tralalalala. end up did not do anything.
its like grrrh. what a day(: we didn't know what to do.
had so much fun back then. there's this crazy man which made me laugh non stop thanks to them lah<3.
seriously can see that you guys are trying to cheer me up.thanks(:
cant stop thinking and all. should i know the truth or not. is up to myself. and how i could trust the person.

sorry baby, i know i've been kinda weird this few days.
me loveyou.

1:59PM

ANNYOUNG,
ShermaineTanLiSin is my full name
im born in the gleneagles on the 28th of January.


쥐미:dancing and all about kpop((:
i love those who love me
god bless,

Waiting for you

Shermaine Tan

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