Thursday, April 30, 2009

heyhey people.
not going to post much today. Cause nothing much.
i want to say that, i did nothing wrong and you have non of the rights to say me.
stop hurting my friends.. Dont jump into any conclusion.

And to one of my friend:
i choose to believe you cause i know you always a great friend to me.
i believe that you wont be so harsh and mean.
if you really hate me or something....
Who's the one that talks to you when i find out that you're being ps.
Who's the one tha pei you?
think about it. alrights?
cause i really love you. and i do treat you as my best friend.

i'm like super angry and sad. and i duno what to do.
but anyway, thanks for cheering me up and all ; dardar,huiyan,jeslin,chloe,richi,samuel,kaiyiong,zhengxuan<3

Still waiting @
8:00 PM

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

hey there(:
if there's still hope,
i'll give you this. i mean it. really .

Still waiting @
9:54 PM

heyhey people.
today
went to school as per normal and sat for the chinese test.
was really pissed by then. its like. grrrrh.
hate to write la.
anyway, met up with puaykheng and huiyan just now and went home to study.
i mean really study
oh well, study till half way was talking about some childhood memories and all.
and i can say this ; huiyan wasted her childhood(:
haha jk only .
was laughing and crapping too(:
started to talk? which is like raelly deep down feelings?
after all the talking and such, i really think that, i have somesort of same character as my dar.
which is like totally we're too stubborn.
after everything, i can see that, all of us really don't feel okay especially huiyan.
being the one that is so hard for her.
cheer up guys(: whatever its meant to be it will be.(: iloveyou.

conclusion for today; trust is the golden key of friendship, and all kinds of relationships.

yesterday;
YESTERDAY WAS CRAP.
i think only some of them knew what happen(: thanks all of you.
just, idk what to say about this, but i really feel so stupid and all to wait.
as in really wait. but nothing eventually i've gotten.
just, it was just so fine till then.

-END-

Still waiting @
6:09 PM

Sunday, April 26, 2009

heyheyhey people!
yeah as usual on sundays, went for luch, then dance.
was texting clayton and kaiyiong back then.
okays tralalalala. went for dance?
dance was like damn cool and it went out smoothly.:D
same old reasons of course.
haha. nikko was like craving for chicken rice while we were dancing.
oh yeah, i reached there like super damn early.
loiter around and so.

went to meet with huiyan and go to vivo to watch seventeen again:D
its like so damn funny. its a GREAT show.
haha me and huiyan was like laughing at the parts which is suppose to be sad and all.
its really funny, after the whole movie and all. me and huiyan started to be damn hua chi.
went home, and on the way home something funny happen.
a crazy old man was poining at the mrt's door asking it to open. stupid enough.

alrights, enough of crapping....
thanks alrights? i mean really, chloe,kaiyiong,richi,huiyan,<3

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10:30 PM

Saturday, April 25, 2009

heyhey people!
hais. didn't slep well these few days.
so yeah partly of the consrtuction going on and partly personal....

saturdays are always so boring. so decided to watch some drama.:

awww. isn't he cute?

yes its him. so cute right?

oopsy, don't get the wrong idea. its him not him~

yeah its him.

hahaha. currently watching boys over flowers, a korean drama.
this is the first korean drama i ever watch???? as i said, waiting is a waste of time. so i may just getalive and watch some dramas.
ratting for this drama is hmm... 4/5?
its really a nice drama. But too fairytale i mean.
there's isn't such things as, prince and princesses love story in the reality.
haha.(:
watching up till episode 6 now.
19 more to go(:
but exams are coming. got to work hard also.

So Yi Jung is the cutest man.:D
haha. actually this drama was recommended by my dar.
so i've decided to watch. haha guess what?
we chosen the same guy that we think that he's good looking/ HOT.
okays.. i've gtg. enough of crapping about him.

dear somebody,
i want everything to be back asap.

Still waiting @
6:07 PM

Friday, April 24, 2009

heyhey..:D
went to school as usual?
then school is like so boring?
the sports carnival stuffs. haha.
had so much talking with lydia i guess?

so decided to draw some weird weird stuffs:D
so i draw it during science and english lesson.
cool though. bio is total bore. english.. hmm...
its just nothing to do with the subject.
so is the teacher of course. she just basically can't control the class:D
anyway, i really wanna thank kaiyiong and dar dar.:D
thanks for being there all the time. and of course,
richi,jeslin,and all the sisters:D
loveyah guys like hell.

okayokay. enough of crapping.
mid year exam is coming soon.
real soon i guess. anyway, currently chatting with puaykheng ,kaiyiong and richi:D
so boring right? lots of shows i don't have time to watch.(:

awww. i love my master art piece:D ain't they cute?

Still waiting @
9:03 PM

Thursday, April 23, 2009

heyhey.
school is of course boring. went to school? hahahhaa!
hahahha. had literature test today...
then was thinking of staying back for maths.
but in the end never. cause chang poo joo was not here yet.
and the weather is so damn freaking hot.
i wanna my air-con and bed:D
then, went home?

i wanna thank alot of people(:
puaykheng
jeslin
beejin
richi
kaiyiong
samuel

thanks guys:D me loveyou.
thanks for being there for me(:

recalling back, how fortunate you are.
the in-betweens, is like i'm gonna be at the highest, yet the end of the world.
thinking now, how fortunate we are.
the future, is unpredictable.

Still waiting @
3:16 PM

heyheyhey!
school is like so damn boring. aiyah life is like so boring anyway.

hais.. today was like i thought its gonna be so fun. but it ended up like shit.
should not elborate further.
went out with lydia. my sexy today. and talked alot.
went to starbucks and i got bitten by damn lot of mosquitios..
then traalalalala?
took cab here and there. so tiring.
well that's about all.
loveya sexy:D there will be next time i guess.
sleep tight.

Still waiting @
12:06 AM

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

awww. isn't patrick so adorable?
hahah. just find patrick is reall retarded and really makes me go gaga!!!

currenlt, nothing to do. watching spongebob these few days:D
awww. i'm in love you with spongebob and patrick.!!!!

Still waiting @
11:37 PM

hey peeps.
school as usual and all(:
boring as it can be yeah?
the H.E teacher is seriously pissing me off! how rediculous can she be?
so unreasonable la.
so.. yeap.... failed my maths badly. ANd i'm see what i can do to punish myself.

things ain't going so smoothly i guess.
maybe i'm just woke up from my sleep. so i'm abit blur right now.
so yeahhh.. currently is nothing. And i guess i'm some sort of done here.

我不想再回到痛苦之中了。
我要带着还没发生的痛苦和你一起走我们的下一步。
iloveyou.That's all i really know.

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6:50 PM

Monday, April 20, 2009

HAPPY 7TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY.!
heyheyhey,
things ain't going very well today...
went to school and thought that everything will be alrights.
hais. But today at the parade square,
miss soh was talking about the choir thing.
tears just couldn't stop although i'm not in it.
saw dar cried too.
everyone! cheerup. we will get back what we deserve. Cause i belive we can.
embarrassing much to cry..
cause didn't cry infront of sisters before i guess.
then tralalala,school lessons are as boring as per normal.
went home straight away and i just woke up from my nap.:D
kekekes.

was watching spongebob and i like it. it is so cute la.
patrick gt nose(: ahahahaha~

baby:
thanks for everything alrights?
you know that i love you. Like i always do.
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY. hope you like the puzzle yeah?
muacks. I just can't stop thinking of you every second.
cause ilysm.BE MINE ALWAYS.....

Still waiting @
5:37 PM

Sunday, April 19, 2009

heyheyheyh peope.
went for lunch and such with my family then dance(:
today was super super damn cool.
i liked this cheorographed steps.
the dance and all is fast and all, cause that girl wasn't here...
choose the song that we wanted. and we chose, akon's sorry blame it on me.
nice song to dance. hope we can continue next sunday.
dance didn't go so smoothly till today:D
so happy.
okays... then.. was doing the arm wave....
cool:D
shouldn't have wear that stupid shirt. so irritating. totally not suitable for dance(:
oh yeah. i puy on the blue mascarra today.
haha cool . okays then tralalala. really had so much fun with claris and nikko today.

and after dance, bought the spray for miko.
then tralalallaa. fetch claris to her grandma's house and then to hougang mall.
hais. bought things then went home
just. envy.. envy of what they have.aiyes.
hais hais hais.

i'm so gonna miss the seniors...
we'll get back what we deserve in 2011. Wait for us.

Still waiting @
4:54 PM

Saturday, April 18, 2009

wooooo.. daddy bought me a dior, blue mascarra!!! thanks daddy.
i think he bought it from the airport. like the pakaging:D
oh and he bought me shoes too. awww. love you daddy.

boring saturday with totally nothing to do.
my dear friend, i misses the way i talk to you.
i misses how we used to be that close.
yes its you.

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6:47 PM

Friday, April 17, 2009

fuck that. its like.....
hais. i've nothing to say....
at least they did their best.
and i'm proud of them.ilovethem.

i'm really pissed at 2 person right now.

okay first i want to make this clearly, to this bloody person.
don't jump into any fucking conclusion that i said you or anything..
When the hell or what the hell i say you for?
seeing a group of people walking must be me ah? isit? don't xl horh.
you never come make me, i won't say you.
is now. you really make me damn dl.
fuck. want to look at yourself not. people say you sure got reason.
can't you just think about it. COMEON, MUST BE ME ISIT?
SHOW ME ATTITUDE ISIT?.
i won't be saying who is it cause is totally none of my buisness.

我不犯人，人不犯我。是你先踩到我的地雷。
是你先在每个人面前加油添醋。
i haven say you yet. then you come say me....
fuckoff

now this is abit diassapointing.
i treated you as a friend and in the end what kind of shit you treat me?
i've been liek so close to you and really thinks that you're a very good friend to talk to.
And what i ended up with?
talk to you, all also never reply,
sorry if i said that wrongly. but is like. totally so obvious.
damn irritating......
i do still treat you as a friend. If you're reading this post...

everything was SO FINE TILL NOW.
i hate you.

Still waiting @
6:43 PM

Thursday, April 16, 2009

GOOD LUCK PEOPLE! ALL THE BEST FOR EVERYTHING TOMORROW.!
may we pray to the lord. Pray for the hihs choir.They had been working so hard.
may they get what they deserve.
PRAY HARD, SING HARD.

its tomorrow, for the choir's syf.
pray hard for them.
wishing everything is alright.
they had been working so damn hard.
may god bless them.

Today was crap?
idk... just.... yeah.
went to school and blah blah. Class is as boring as usual.
went for lunch with sisters then saw jacqueline.

my crazy beloved partner, cheer up.(:
at least we managed to get his photo(:
credits to maviskuah.
he have his own reasons.
guys are crap. i don't get what their mind is thinking.
but i know i love my guy.
that's all i really know.....

after all those running and all, beejin and jiayi came to my hse.
used the com of course.(:
had fun for sure. but i was too tired for anything...
slept awhile and woke up. recieved dar dar's msg and all.
hmmm.. dar, don't worry okay?
we'll pray hard.(:
till now. yup. its defintely boring like shit.

idk what to say or how to say.害怕失去。

Still waiting @
9:39 PM

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

heyheyhey! today was crap lah.
went to school , everything was fine, then CT was like OMG.
was like.. i left all my recipe in the thumbdrive and all.
and holy crap.
remembered the recipe is to mix everything together. so yeap. should be quite okay.
and the icing was like... shhh... it....
I'M SERIOUSLY GOING CRAZY. maths test was like... i'm doom!
coming next is exams.
stress.........
wanna learn house and try hiphop though.(:
hmm... deadline. i'm doom.
then went to meet my mother at hougang mall after school to make something(:
shhh. secret.

oh well basically is something liek that.
currently chatting with richi.(:
hahah damn bored.
that's about all i think.
yup tata.(:

awwww. i love lydia!
and of course the ones i always loved.

Still waiting @
8:34 PM

Sunday, April 12, 2009

heyheyhey!
as usualy again, went for dance.
but today was abit... hmm.. idk what to say.
didn't went out for lunch with my family cause my dad got something on..
so.. he fetched me at about 1? and off for dance.

first, i reached there quite late and claris was ealry today.
went in to the pet's station.
omg. i really pity the goldendoodle.
its like. the family almost buy the dog then they suddenly say want to change.
is like. sad sia..
if i have the money. i'll GET you!.
okays. then, saw a lot of dogs and the puh look so miserable.
then dance.
nikko wasn't feeling that well so didn;t dance much today.
was talking and introducing guys to that girl:D
we were like so damn funny. okay she is also funny lah
asked a lot of question about me.
bought the eye lashes curler.

then the end.
hais.

Still waiting @
3:56 PM

Saturday, April 11, 2009

was supposed to go out i guess.
but didn't so how stupid am i.
currently chatting with my sexy:D lydia(:
well, thinking of yesterday haha. had so much fun(:
started naming each other names.
conclusion is this,
Shermaine-Avryl -Tan
and we're like amira and fatima hahaha.
then after i named lydia... hmmm.
Lydia-Kaeley-Chua
tha's what i'm gonna call her.
started to have this stupid idea which was all my brother's fault.
he named himself Alden-Louis-Tan.
didn't want to lose to him.. so started crapping(:
muahahaha.

dancing is so cool(;
finally finished watching make it happen.
the ending was like super damn weird(: but still like it.
that's bout all??? hmm.. idk.. i'm feeling crappy.

Still waiting @
5:59 PM

HEYHEYHEY!
hahahha. had so much fun and laughter today luh.(:
first, went out for lunch with cousin and family. went to marina square i think.
after eating, shopping time! brought my father along. so don't really have to think so much abt money.. muahahha.
okays then went home already

had so much fun with lydia today after i went home, she came my house.
was crapping , taking pictures, eating, dancing and all(: oh yah. and homworks!
haha was naming myself cause didn't wanna lose to my brother.
then we were like thinking of stupid names:D
hahaha.
okays then after work, dance(:
we modified the dance and all for disturbia which we chorographed.

then blah blah blah.
sent lydia home and the end(;
ILOVELYDIACHUASUNTING.

thas the video clips that lydia showed me.

that's the rushball.

here's the little girl(: