went orchard with huiqin jiejie today( : bought a water bottle from star bucks.( christmas edition) had fun( : love jie jie( :
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9:06 PM
Saturday, November 29, 2008
hais... cried yesterday..... so sad............. the end. i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate iti hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it!
i thought i'm okay but i'm not. i wanted to cheer up but i cant. i wonder if anyone cares. how i wish theres someone to cheer me up. how i wish theres him beside me hearing all my stuffs. how i wish how i wish how wish....
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1:34 PM
Friday, November 28, 2008
hahas went out with suet yee today.... and it really makes me feel better (was emo today) went to vivo and orchard, then back to vivo again. was quite sian cos both of us were damn sian. but want to go out. but go out liao still sian. haha... then suet yee wanna drink bubble tea, so we went to buy bubble tea ... in orchard. something damn freaking funny happen.
hahas. not to me lahh...a lady came towards us... she was trying to sell her pen. please lah horh.. want sell us pen say lah. no need to turn a big round and ask. you know how to do sales?!
ps. tht lady look so... : D
lady:hi , can i take some of your time? me and suet yee: huh?! lady:can i ask you'll something.? we:uh huh.... lady: do you'll take drugs? we: dots.. no.. lady:we'll doing a "mission" and my boss is over there. ps. the boss is smoking.. tmd. your boss taking drugs yah? not us. -.- we: huh?! [and we turn around to look at tht boss.] *the boss smile is so evil. lady:we need to shake 20 peoples hand to finish this mission. we: huh?! wtf... and tht lady shake suet yee hands and mine. and she started to say, lady: we need to sell 100 pens also for the mission. we: yahh... and she took the pen out. lady:CHECK IT OUT we: *am chio-ing. no thanks. boss:what you'll holding to? goodie bag? we: eh . yah. boss: our's also goodie bag. [which is totally not....] we: sorry . no money. buhbye, and we laughed throughout.
in the end the security chase them out.
WTF....YOU WANT US BUY YOUR PEN SAY LORH. NO NEED TO TURN ONE BIG ROUND AND ITS JUST A PEN! CHECK THE PEN OUT?! STILL DO WAD MISSION. SHAKE HAND HAHA.
watched movie and chatted:D took pictures . hahahaha.... ( : and bought tht cute crayon shinchan thing. went to hougang mall and so on. just reached home....
SUETYEE! had a great day with you. especially the check it out woman part.( : and rightt,,,, dont sad le lah.. from your post all the time like so sad. outing soon again okay? loveyah.(:
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10:11 PM
i seriously feel like crying. but i cant cry.. i dont know why. i thought i feeel much better but in the end, i'm not. i'm stil the same. ... emo , moodwings,sad. there's nothing that i can do.... let it be, let me be. i'll be better by then
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10:52 AM
Thursday, November 27, 2008
hey hello! i'm back. went out and blah blah. tired day... then meet hy and jess with their dogs. dino and don . haha and of course my miko... don damn cute.he wore a shirt. sad. my dog cant, she's too fat XD going out again.... and blah blah blah. busy busy.
i want singout!!!!!!
iloveyou.
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10:18 PM
whooo! singout was successful! we had a great time, this is my first and it will be my last. i'll miss singout...... had fun on stage and backstage.:D i'll make it a memorable one.(: went out till 1 plus am.with pk hy jeslin. then went home, bathe... to get rid of the stupid hair spray. slept at 4 plus and wake up at 7 plus. to pass him the book.:D went back to sleep and wake up at 12. going out later. so going post somemore after i come back!
SINGOUT!
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12:16 PM
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
haha:D went out with huiyan today,(: had so much fun. for me lah. bought some stuffs for choir, at amk and went to watch movies went to daddy's office and huiyan's father fetch ...thanks:D my dad cant fetch us back): sad. sorry huiyan for making you to walk with me the whole day:D see you tomorrow on singout!:D
singout is just tomorrow.. hais... xiasuay.. but i'm gonna enjoy and be high!(:
iloveyouderrick.
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8:05 PM
Monday, November 24, 2008
hellos:D went to vch today,and had rehearsals.hais... and realised that i had to ..... hais nevermind... and i think i sprained my left knee. i cant even walk properly.. hais.. my left leg everytime got problem. tomorrow had to rush for shopping with choir stuffs. and meet up huiyan... i miss the sisters... i miss jeslin,chloe,yvonne,jiayi,jacaqueline,stella they all. and ...i miss him too. derrick,get well soon okay? dont make me worry.(if you're still feverish.)
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7:27 PM
Sunday, November 23, 2008
hellos:D had a great day today.:D great shopping for me:D went for dance at 1.30 and end at 2.30, ate frolick with them and they went to my house:D hahas julia and claris so cute lah. so scared of miko......after that, we went to buy the choir shoes.and went off to bugis, on the way there, take alot of pics. hmmm.... then went shopping and take neo prints. i bought damn lot things shooo happy. then, claris auntie fetch me till the overhead bridge there.:D thanks(: wow, gastric damn pain lah.....
julia!!!!! i know you will grab de:D and! link and tag me ! ty:D
derrick, i miss you...
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9:45 PM
Saturday, November 22, 2008
i dont know how to explain this. but this is a super weird feeling i had.. some sort of emo, angry and sad.... i cant even different shape it. but whatever it is, i'll let it be. i'll be okay after awhile. sad.. regretted sia, i should not have sleep whole day and never go to fredrick and bernice birthday party. cause is at 11 plus. so.. yeah. confirm i cannot wake up de la. although i slept quite early last night, but still cant sleep well. ... i wonder if thats the reason...... ily,
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6:43 PM
hellos hellos:D this 3 days is so damn busy lah. got the choir day camp for these past 3 days, the first day, both schools came to our school. second day, we went to the presbyterian high. third day , we went to st.Gabriel. yupp.. damn tired. had to wake up early and so on. i wanna go out lahhh... had games day today and played the water bomb. and yup i'm wet.funny an tired day, after that lydia and pk came my hse and my dad fetch lydia back together with miko. hahas. tired day... singout coming.. hope everything will be very successful:D my patience do have limits
i miss derrick....
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12:28 AM
Thursday, November 20, 2008
♥DERRICK♥ ♥HAPPY 2 MONTH ANNIVERSARY!♥
HAPPY SECOND MONTH ANNIVERSARY.! iloveyou derrick, iloveyou forever. iloveloveloveloveyou! you're always the one, that made me happy,sad,angry,emo,crazy about you. i just want to tell you how important you are to me. no matter what happen to us, we'll walk through it just like the last time, the last last time.6id for me, ijustloveyou. i wanna be with you forever^^ :D i'll miss you when your not in singapore:D i sure do:D you know? just three words, i love you. can really brighten up days! i promise you, i wont be emo..... ever again? :D thats right. derrick, i love you so much. ILYSM. ♥♥♥
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2:21 AM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
hey hellos. tiring day,... and yuppp... damn tired. went out yesterday, for yvonne and chonghock 1 year anniversary. derrick fetch me back at abt 8.30. went home and used the com. wake up at 10 am today and was forced to eat. (my mother's cooking is so.. argghh) went out for choir, the kimchiesare back!! welcome back. so cool they reached singapore at exactly 00.00am. hahas.then had our choir"day camp" with the two others school. st gabs and the presbyterian high. hais... my leg still damn pain...omg... duno if i can walk:D tomorrow we're going to the presbyterian high for the 2nd day camp . and have to wake up damn early.... hais........ ilysm.:D
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5:30 PM
Monday, November 17, 2008
harlllooo.:D today is a tiring day lah. slept at 5 and wake up at 10 went to play with fredrick and bernice then met him and went upper , then went to pk hse. chatted and went to help huiyan and take her books. which is like a bag nia. find her like siao lorh.... holding the phone like and idiot an keep on asking where the hell she is. after that went out with yvonne and huiyan, until now.... pain pain pain~ leg damn pain.~ not leg lah.. the ... hip bone there.....:D the end:D
WHY THE HELL AM I FEELING WEIRD. WHY SO... ARRRGHHHHH!
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7:43 PM
Sunday, November 16, 2008
haha enjoy this video....:D was dancing with that song and suddenly,nikko recommended this video. WHEN I GROW UP SINGAPORE VERSION. and... ahem! they're guys... god. ps. it reminds me of wadever B :
had dance today, and i had so much fun with , claris,julia and nikko.:D i'm the first to reach the place and no one was there but only me and bruce. hahas:D then, a mother came in and keep starring at me lah. but actually that mother is the new student de mum. -.- then soon after, everyone came and start doing warm ups all those. CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS? THAT GRIL IS ONLY 12 YEARS OLD MAN! so.. tall...gosh... okay. but all p6 looks the same. if you'll know wad i'm trying to say:D she sat down there and watch us dance. and she already paid! waste money-.- hahas no offence.:D and.... ps. julia say until very cute. first time dance is like that de lah... (but i'm still no good) laugh so much,.... the main subject is julia's hair extension. cos is really looks so weird.... haha. dance for a while and start crapping... talking abt hair extension etc . hahas... after dance, we chatted and so on with bruce. he said that, there's gonna be 2 more new students coming.:D a guy and a girl. the guy only primary sch-.- hais............ nvm:D more ppl more good mah~ any guys wanna join???!!! hahas..... short of guys@_@
at night, aunty and they all,came my hse. is like.. wow! wtf..... manners please! dont open my cupboard any old how lah. and please dont use my things without permission. annndd. i tell you so many things for what? ask so much.-.-
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3:12 PM
Saturday, November 15, 2008
muahahahha. sooo excited sia.!!! hahas. i cant wait for the 7th dec!!!!!! the chicken banana bitch will be so dead! you asshole, i hate you! you think you very chio is it?! pls lah look at yourself man. i'm not angry over small matter. but the fact is i pityyou man. no originalilty uh??? sad . alot ppl like you meh? your bloody attitude makes me wanna puke.
i really duno wad to do.... happy or sad?
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6:36 PM
Friday, November 14, 2008
argggghh i just dont know what to say, or i cant even said it out. so forget it. all i know is damn pekchek , damn duno wad to do, damn lost. damn wanna go korea~ the kimchis hahas:D heard that tonights gonna be a big night for them to perform at the gala concert as a guest. hmmm... what else to say? ohya, i've decided to sleep whole day today, but somehow cannot liao. so sad. woke up at 11 plus and tio forced to eat my mum's "eeeyer" food.(actual timing , i wake up at 6.30am) so... eeeyer lah. hahas.....shhh... actually intend to go out today, but, forget it. not today.today is not my day:D wad else? ohoohohohyah, good luck and everything for your camp . <---- the listening ear:D and thx so much for yesterday.:D although i dont even much better, but still, must thank you. especially,sky and richi. well blah blah blah, i duno if i should go out today, not in a mood though. so.. forget it. post again when i feel like it. ----ily----
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11:36 AM
Thursday, November 13, 2008
i dont want to be, who i am anymore, there's got to be, more than lifes to live for. you made me feel like an idiot, like i'm on a roller coaster sometimes over sometimes under, they keep going on, keep going on...... i'm like lost in the ocean , flowing without direction. why cant i make any sense of what i;m feeling? why am i? feeling so confused. someday, i wish you understand me, someday, i wish you show you love me, maybe, you hear the words i say, and one day you can see me for the person i am. someday..................................... hais.....................................all those songs. all those lyrics. ...
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11:55 PM
♥kimchies!!!
miss you guys... sad i cant go.... so. envy~ saw fion's blog and it sounded so much fun over there. good luck and all the best at BUSAN! tctc.with ♥♥♥
AND OOPS~ i take back my words after i saw something so.. (starting from 6.21pm, i'm taking back those words i say that i'm envy going to korea) hmmph! o'-'o
wah..... sad sia... dont know why!!! i just feel so... yeah.. weird... emo... sad.... well, as i said, its gonna be an emo post.. so emo...... so sad.... so ....insecure. 空虚的感觉又回来了。。。。。
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4:08 PM
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
went out today with jeslin to watch movie, and yeah... shopping and stuffs..... today,i'm just abit weird thats all. and i saw a pervert!!!!!!!!!!!!! a stupid guy from the bus alight the same stop as me and jeslin. suddenly walk to me to ask for my number. of course i say no la. then he look at his own phone and walked away.(smiling pervertically*) so ... eeeeeyer...
♥the kimchies!♥.
i'll miss you all! good luck and all the best in kimchi island.! have fun shopping in hk((: and of course jyjy for everything.!
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6:55 PM
Sunday, November 9, 2008
suddenly......i feel like going back to the past.:D its like i'm on a roller coaster sometimes over sometimes under. they keep going on, keep going on... its like i'm lost in the ocean flowing without direction. i am feeling sad, i am feeling sad. its like i'm a shadow on a wall with no feelings at all. i am feeling sad, i am feeling sad. its like i'm made of wood and clay, for the others to play.... someday, i wish you understand me, someday, i wish you show you love me , maybe.... you hear the words i say, and one day you cna see me for the person i am. someday, my confusion wil be over, someday, i'll be happy forever, someday... one day ... pls someday soon.
omg.. hahas suddenly think of tht song. nvm tht song i also cannot remember much.
lovederrick
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9:59 PM
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7:23 PM
Saturday, November 8, 2008
another confusing day..... cried... etc etc.
to derrick: i just want you to know that i really love you. really need you. i know.. i know that you always have that kind of feeling. feeling bad for me.... seriously i'm okay with it. okay tht you dont have time all those. as i said on the phone, i'll be okay. i just want to know that you still love me, and you wont leave me just because you dont have time for me.it really makes me think that,no time, is just an excuse. so dont ever feel bad abt it. i'll be okay. is not what you think the real thing. i'm emo not because you dont have time for me, i'm emo because i scared that you will leave me , cause you dont love me. you just have to let me know what you're thinking, what you're doing.... let me know that you stil love me. if really , that happen, i really cant tell you if i'll wait. maybe, some other day, i'll be too use to it, used to not having you,and may just.... i'm scared really scared. but i really really dont wish to . and i dont want to. you said we can walk through it together again...... right? we will right? i know i will.... i will be okay if you're really tht busy. i will really really be okay. i will be waiting for you if it really happen. i will love you..... just let me know...let me know what you're feeling. let me know what you are thinking. let me know if you love me. let me know that its not what i'm thinking the real thing. you just have to tell me. everything in your mind. and dont just leave it to yourself.and i really dont want it to happen.just because you dont have time for me.tell me whenever you're feeling bad. and i really hope that it wont happen. i will love you forever thats all i know. i dont wish to. i dont want to.and know that you love me....
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12:42 PM
its just so damn hard. so hard to be cheered up. i'm okays? no seriously i'm not okay at all. did i cry? yes i did. i'm just tired............. emo.................. having moodswings. i thought i could be okay. but the fact is, i cant. i really cant be cheered up..... is not sad anymore. is emo. is a kind of feeling tht can make you cry the whole long day.
i'll be alright by tomorrow... i guess.........
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12:24 AM
Friday, November 7, 2008
okays... today... hmm.. not bad lah. dididadido day. went for cca and pk came my hse to edit pictures. cumana dance, and elephant hippopotamus :D
boom! i still dont feel any better yet.. tht all i can say. is like ... yup. nvm. somehow,its becoming more and more emo. let it be, let me be:D
a boring day. sleeping whole day... thinking lots of things. and yup tht super damn boring. watching shows... tht what i do. holidays ... i hate holidays.
i've no mood to post~ i've no mood to post~ i've no mood to post~ i've no mood to post~ i've no mood to post~ i've no mood to post~
ps.ilovederrick!
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8:42 PM
Monday, November 3, 2008
hahas.did not sleep much yesterday. went to school and gt a morning sms and call from derrick:D went to meet chloe after tht... science.. after science went to slack with elicia. did funny and stupid stuffs lah. and... pk and hy came to my hse.... yup thts abt it.
fucking bitch.cb fuck off la.mother fucking bitch. actually nothing to hate you liao. you bo dai bo ji come find me problem. your attitude suck lah horh. still so bhb, pls lah horh look at yourself.... fuck off....dont see me diam diam is i dont say anything nia horh pls. look at yourself first. dont come and find me trouble.bitch. i dont hate you anymore. but sad your attitude you gave me totally changed my mind. who do you think you are. like alot ppl like you.get yourself a mirror.or you dont even have one?
i dont noe why i'm so emo:D
lovederricksomuch.
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6:21 PM
Saturday, November 1, 2008
after the talk... it so called make me feel much more better.its like... we've both grown up.:D telling him what i feel makes me feel much more better. and knowing how and what he feels makes me love him more, trust him more. maybe... but maybe not. it might. but it wont be forever. can i trust this sentence?? yeap. i sure do. cried..... cut.... and yeap. dont make me feel good. tok to frens.. no difference. until we both talk.
thanks for guys.my listening ears.... thx. thx sky.for telling me what to do. asking me to cheer up all those stuffs. thx passerby. whoever you are.
to derrick:
thanks for telling me how you feel. i can understand. dont ever feel bad abt tht. thinking tht you neglected me over the holidays. i'll be okays as long as i know tht you still love me. and i know you will. you can do your own things.just have to tell me . dont make me worry. i'll be fine:D thats what you promise. you'll be back if tht really happen. right? promise? i'm so glad to be with you. as i told you on the phone. you are the guy.the guy can make me do lots of things tht i dont even dared to do.make me to be myself.make me feel good.make me tell you everything. from the very first day till now. i know that i did not go with the wrong person. lets walk through everything together okays? no matter how hard it is. dont keep everything to ourself kayys? and the last thing....iloveyouforever no matter what happen.:D
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12:43 PM
1:59PM
ANNYOUNG,
ShermaineTanLiSin is my full name
im born in the gleneagles on the 28th of January.
쥐미:dancing and all about kpop((:
i love those who love me
god bless,
hellos:D had a great day today.:D
