Friday, October 31, 2008
i just cant feel right.
its like everything .. its not the same.
not the same anymore.
cried. all those stuff.
it still wont work.
i just feel empty.
i laughed, i smile, for a few seconds.and went back to where i was at again and again.
sad emo.... am i really like tht?can i be cheered up?
he did cheered me up whenever i hear his voice.telling me tht he love me.
but why?the truth is..... after tht day, it change.quite far apart.
weird feelings i may know.what it is.
okays.. i'm just so scared. tht one day, tht day.
i just wanna tell you....... i wont change my love for you. i really love you.
i have so many things to ask you.i want to spent more time with you.
i want to be with you forever? will we? will you?
some sorts of these questions appearing in my head.
but i trust you.iloveyou.but....
i'm just worried.scared.
or did i think too much?
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10:39 PM
Thursday, October 30, 2008
i dont know how, somehow, i think...
is this a emo post? really??? maybe? not sure.
i just feel..... weird. yeah weird.
i dont know why. or maybe i know the reasons.
cried???? its that really called cried? when tears suddenly dropped down,without me noticing it?
its so ...... far.... far apart.
i just feel weird la.
i'm not emo. i'm not sad.cause i still can laugh , still can smile.
but i just feel really really weird inside.
that make me wanna..... fin a way to stop having that feeling by lots of ways.any ways i can think of.
i just can't really figured it out . yet.
derrick,i really really love you(:
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9:14 PM
hahas. went out with claris today .
had so much fun lah~
bought shoes....:D not ust only for singout:D
on the way, we're thinking of the dancing things lorh.
went to watch hsm3. yup. again. and again.
her dad drive her hme and i went hme....
and tht alll..
overal... hmmm.. quite happy lah:D
derrick, i just cant stop missing you and cant stop loving you....
Still waiting @
5:59 PM
hellos ppl!
RELINK PLS!!!!!!
TY!
Still waiting @
11:13 AM
